If you could give me your heart, <3
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
hihiz!!! here to post le worx... lolx... today slp till 11+ den my mum disturb me wake up liao.. sianz... den now at hm going rot again... arghh!!! haiz.. reli sianz... everyday at hm leh.. haiz... sad leh... ytd pooh told me tat he lost de drawing i draw fer him last time... haiz... tat wan i reli use my heart to draw fer him de leh.. cas he say got renovation den he go wash his wallet den duno wat happen liao.. lolx... but at least he stil got keep in his wallet? hahaz.. lolx... haiz... oso duno him... ytd wish him gd luck den he lidat tok to me.. haiz.... den he say he hate me.. den say i stupid chou ji dan... n say i so stupid... still cry fer tat person... haiz... actually i oso nv reli angry fer wat he say... cas i understand tat if u reli love a person so much... u will meet a limit tat u will hate him... even though he say i stupid... cry fer tat person.. but it show tat he still care fer me mah... i oso tink tat i'm stupid lah... i'm reli stupid... i duno y... but he say he hate me i reli feel sad... oso duno y... lolx... but mayb we are impossible le.. cas tat time i have given him de last chance le... since he dun cherish it den nvm... but i reli tink tat he is a gd fren to me... i reli like him as a fren... at least he will understand n listen to me when i'm sad... but even though he dun even listen to me when i sad now... but at least once he was listening to me.. once he was at my side... now i reli feel tat memories are to be kept.... i wanna keep all de sadness n hatred at de back n jus rmb de hapi memories i had wif them... now i recall all de memories not all of them are bad mah... not everyone is perfect... but i reli nv regret loving any 1 of them... i reli love them... lolx... mayb they don't... but i reli do... even now u ask me whether i can restart to be wif them... if i haven been wif them b4... de ans will be yes... cas i have not regret... even now u ask me whether i will still miss anyone of them..de ans will still be yes... because they have left me gd memories tat not everyone can gave me...[ ok... let's stop tis... i noe u love them.. hahahaz... lolx...]actually now i tink back wat i have done... i reli tink i a 2 sided person... cas i have been hate them n oso love them... i have been toking to myself? lolx... hehex... stupid... but dun worries lah bro n sis... i still love u all... hahaz... i reli tink tat i am hapi wif tis blog...if i dun have tis blog.. i reli duno where i can say out everyting from de deep of my heart... tis blog contain my feeling, my sadness,my hatred, my happiness, n lots more... i wun delete tis blog.. cas tis blog oso left me gd memories... when 1 day i reli grow old... n read back all de ting i have wrote... it's reli a v v gd memories... even tat time... i read back de day i 'b' wif some one i love... i reli felt funny.. n see after tat i still have lots of fun.. it's reli like dreaming... tings passes fast.. lolx.. actually hor.. i tink tat i reli wrote alot today... wahaha' lolx... ok... let's stop here bahz... let de memories continue^^ bb~
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