<body> I can't shake the thought of you /
If you could give me your heart, <3
Tuesday, October 31, 2006

hihiz!!! here to post le worx... lolx... today slp till 11+ den my mum disturb me wake up liao.. sianz... den now at hm going rot again... arghh!!! haiz.. reli sianz... everyday at hm leh.. haiz... sad leh... ytd pooh told me tat he lost de drawing i draw fer him last time... haiz... tat wan i reli use my heart to draw fer him de leh.. cas he say got renovation den he go wash his wallet den duno wat happen liao.. lolx... but at least he stil got keep in his wallet? hahaz.. lolx... haiz... oso duno him... ytd wish him gd luck den he lidat tok to me.. haiz.... den he say he hate me.. den say i stupid chou ji dan... n say i so stupid... still cry fer tat person... haiz... actually i oso nv reli angry fer wat he say... cas i understand tat if u reli love a person so much... u will meet a limit tat u will hate him... even though he say i stupid... cry fer tat person.. but it show tat he still care fer me mah... i oso tink tat i'm stupid lah... i'm reli stupid... i duno y... but he say he hate me i reli feel sad... oso duno y... lolx... but mayb we are impossible le.. cas tat time i have given him de last chance le... since he dun cherish it den nvm... but i reli tink tat he is a gd fren to me... i reli like him as a fren... at least he will understand n listen to me when i'm sad... but even though he dun even listen to me when i sad now... but at least once he was listening to me.. once he was at my side... now i reli feel tat memories are to be kept.... i wanna keep all de sadness n hatred at de back n jus rmb de hapi memories i had wif them... now i recall all de memories not all of them are bad mah... not everyone is perfect... but i reli nv regret loving any 1 of them... i reli love them... lolx... mayb they don't... but i reli do... even now u ask me whether i can restart to be wif them... if i haven been wif them b4... de ans will be yes... cas i have not regret... even now u ask me whether i will still miss anyone of them..de ans will still be yes... because they have left me gd memories tat not everyone can gave me...[ ok... let's stop tis... i noe u love them.. hahahaz... lolx...]

actually now i tink back wat i have done... i reli tink i a 2 sided person... cas i have been hate them n oso love them... i have been toking to myself? lolx... hehex... stupid... but dun worries lah bro n sis... i still love u all... hahaz... i reli tink tat i am hapi wif tis blog...if i dun have tis blog.. i reli duno where i can say out everyting from de deep of my heart... tis blog contain my feeling, my sadness,my hatred, my happiness, n lots more... i wun delete tis blog.. cas tis blog oso left me gd memories... when 1 day i reli grow old... n read back all de ting i have wrote... it's reli a v v gd memories... even tat time... i read back de day i 'b' wif some one i love... i reli felt funny.. n see after tat i still have lots of fun.. it's reli like dreaming... tings passes fast.. lolx..
actually hor.. i tink tat i reli wrote alot today... wahaha' lolx... ok... let's stop here bahz... let de memories continue^^ bb~
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the day.
9:51 PM



yoz~ here to post... hehex... jus now go redx.. den jing kai trying to teach evact... den he oso duno how to teach loh... den i tell him properly... den he give me attitude... wa lao... we all pek chek... hahaz.. lolx... den we dun wan tok loh... den we bro all use our hand cover our mouth... hahaz.. den so funny loh... exspecially wj... cover till v v funny... hahaz... den after tat jingkai was saying... ' is not de matter of weight, is de matter of strenght' den seok lai at there say is gravity... hahaz.. so funny... den call jing kai carry wen wei lahz... he say not weight mah... lolx... kns... den after tat request to do foot drill continue... so wun waste time tml still go sch again... heex...after tat... we wait fer de eugene bbal training finish... den go mac find job loh... hehex... but not mac cafe... cas mac cafe can find full time de... but we oni wan do part time de... lolx... heex... heex... ok... gtg..bb~
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the day.
5:56 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Monday, October 30, 2006

yoyoz~ jus now slp till so gd.. duno hu call den wake up le... sianz.... i oni slp 8hrs today leh... sure not enough de... but cannot slp le leh.. keep tinking of ting... cannot reli go slp again le... haiz... den de 1st ting open com liao.. haha... lolx... den change de song again.. hahaz.. de song is everytime changing de.. cas when i wan hear which song den put which song loh... hahaz... gd hor..lolx..den u ppl can come here listen diff song.. hehex.. but now oni got 3 song i can change... wahz.. hapi hapi... lata can go redx sia.. 1st time go redx so hapi.. hahaz.. no lah.. actually everytime holiday go redx oso hapi de lah... last time is because go can see some ppl.. den now is go so i can see my bro n sis.. now is oso love my bro n sis.. hahaz.. no lah.. still got.. my 2 laogong n 1 laopo loh.. hahaz.. after i lose a person i love so much... but i gain lots of ppl i can love.. but de feeling is sure diff lah.. but at least i still have them... cas i tink if i reli i dun have them i will be crying almost everyday le.. haiz... cas still got cut in my heart still there.. haiz... okay... let's stop tis...
wahs.... my maid teaching me how to cook porrigh(duno how to spell) leh.. hehex.. den so ma fan.. hahaz.. cas my mum call her teach me de mah.. cas my maid going back soon le.. so next time i some time can help to cook loh.. sianz...next time i become de maid liao... confirm de... my mum everytime lidat de... everytime cal me do... den dun let my younger sis n elder sis do... den say my younger sis still small... den she pri 6 liao loh.. last time when i was pri4 oso call me do everyting... call me mop de floor, iron,wash everybody plate... haiz.. dun wanna say le...den now my maid going back le tink all oso i muz do le... haiz.. hack care lah... my sis so big liao.. let her do her ting.. she dun do loh.. i oso wun help... even my mum scold or beat me i oso wun help her... last time when i pri4 still smaller loh.. den call me do everyting.. den now she older den last time de me loh.... so dun care le.. hahaz... ok...now xiang dao lata going have redx again le.. hahaz... hapi again.. not becos go there de training.. is becos my bro n sis there.. hehex.... still keep tinking of them.. de after tat go mac cafe interview wif eugene n our bro n sis... hapi hapix.. hope we can in de same job n place.. hehex.. pray~ i wish i can get de job... lolx... i reli need sia... haiz... den ytd nite 12plus was online n toking to panda on fone... hehex... he quite funny de lah.. hehex... den tok till bout 1 pm den go slp le loh.. den he today still need go sch.. hahaz.. so early wake up... so ke lian.. hehex... but he panda liao.. oso no diff lah.. hehex... okok... gtg le... bb!!!
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the day.
6:37 PM



yoz!!! here to post le... hehe... lolx... wahz.. almost de whole day using de com sia... hahaz... 1st wanna change my blog de photo... but duno press till wat.. den spoil le.. den so see de make de pic de web.. den after tat saw can make de slideshow... so go make den put in my frenster loh... hehe.. so nice.. lolx.. but cannot put too much pic sia.. or sure i all pic oso put in de slide de.. hahaz... after den reli duno how to make my blogskin so go change loh... den change till so long.. hahaz..lols.. den change de song oso.. hehex... den put de vote tingy oso.. cas so cute... hahaz... den rmb to go vote leh.. hehex.. den make lots of ting loh... but haven find our bro de blogskin.. sry lah.. cas if like wan find de fren de so hard n ma fan loh... den if like find my one de.. jus go de everyday de blogskin den can find le.. haiz.. reli sry worx.. but hope u all like my blogskin.. hehex... btw thx fer those hu vote de tingy.... hehex.. today quite a bored day bahz.. but jus now my de fren wake up.. cas he whole nite nv slp.. so slp till 5plus.. den when he wake up den we tok on fone fer awhile loh.. hehex... after tat my mum wan use fone le.. so i put down le... sad.. but nvm lah... i msg him loh.. hahaz.. den he need to eat vegetarian ting fer a few days cas of de god big day? lolx.. den he now so hungry... hahaz.. so go temple eat le.. cas cannot find vegetarian food down stair.. lolx.. hahaz.. ok lah.. oso nth much to tok bout now le... tml going redx.. hapi hapi.. cas can see my bro n sis.. hahaz.. miss them so much...hehex... den oso going de interview fer de mac cafe... hope tis time can reli get tat job... i reli need de job sia.. or tink i have no other job my mum will let me do le.. n i at hm reli going rot till die le sia... pray~ kkz... gtg.. my mum going snatch com from me le.. hahaz.. bb!!! take carex~
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the day.
1:56 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Saturday, October 28, 2006

wa kao... reli sianz sia... reli going die soon... arghh!!! now den noe tat if reli sian den can cry sia... sianz till i reli can cry.. oso duno y sia... wa lao... den oso will tink of unhapi tings... haiz... wanna die lah... kns... den wan go out oso cannot... all fren today suay suay all not free.. haiz... den me now 1 person at hm.. so ke lian.. haiz.. den my mum ask wan go ama hse not.. den i oso dun wan.. cas my mum quarrel wif my aunt..den she say go there cannot call her.. den cannot go her room... lolx.. den lidat i rather dun go beta... sianz lah... oso duno today say tis word sian how many time liao.. haiz... kkz.. i go cook maggie mee n see liao zai de record de liao zai... hehe...

wahz... jus now spend my time watching liao zai.. hahaz.. so nice... eat til full full n see nice show.. hahaz.. de show so touching worx.. make me keep crying sia... de gal n guy can wei le love each other die fer them.. haiz.. i oso wish tat got a person tat will love me tat much.. see them love each other so much den still need to separate my heart reli crack sia... jus imagine i'm de gal n leaving some 1 hu i love n love me so much... reli sad.. haiz.. mayb u wun understand.. but i reli can feel it.. haiz.. but at last they tgt again.. wat a hapi ending.. lolx... rmb v long ago de story i had tell u.. mayb.. it will jus end there bahz.. there will be no hapi ending fer them.. but jus end there like tis...haiz... ok... let's tok bout other bahz...
ermm.. let me tink wat i wanna do lata huh? oso nth to do sia.. haiz.. going to be boring again? sianz diao... see... i nth to do den starting to say i'm sianz again... hahaz... hope tat tml can go out wif fren... since i today nv go out.. rite? hahaz... 'pray~' lolx.. ermm... today oso nth to see... got wat show today is nice de huh? sat n sun is de most sianz day... but at least sat 9pm still got xiao hai bu ben let me see leh... but today.. haiz.. nth to say... ok.. fine... since i so boring den go die suan le.. lolx... where's my love??? when can i reli meet my mr right? so envy both of my jie.. 1 wif martin so loving... another wif xuan zhen so sweet... reli hope tat they can stay hapi tgt 4ever.. since they have found their love one... muz zhen xi each other... got so long de relationship not everyone can have de... wish u all chang chang jiu jiu~ kkz... jus now jus say dun tok bout love le.. den now still continue.. lolx.. okok.. stop... mayb my mr right haven come or may not appear anymore le bahz.. haiz... okok.. see.. STOP!!! suan le.. i dun wan tok le.. hahaz.. ok.. bb!!!
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the day.
11:59 PM



hihi!!! wahz.. so sianz sia... at hm again.. wanna find ppl go out sia... anybody wanna go out wif e mah? today my mum let me go out awhile leh.. but canot too late... wanna keep de oppotunity... hahaz.. or lose it liao den duno when can go out liao.. sianz... but everybody today like not free or dun feel like going out loh.. sianz... anybody today free call me worx... hehe.. me will be hapi.. lolx... cas my sis going do wat assignment.. den my mum go fren hse.. den my dad lata go see de rob-b-hood wif my younger sis... so left me 1 person at hm leh.. sianz... haiz haiz haiz... wat to do leh.. everyday at hm.. wanna go find work as fast as possible.. or i rather now go rex training.. so i can see my bro n sis.. hehex... den can play drill n other again... but now at hm so sianz leh.. nobody to tok to oso... wait... see got ppl pei me tok mah... hahaz... oh ya... he go temple help out sia... lolx... 4get le.. hahaz... fine.. too boring le... now rmb le.. hehex.. go msg him.. cas too boring liao...den he will pei me tok de...hahaz...he is wat a nice fren to me.. hehex... will pei me tok de... unless he bz loh...lolx... ok.. at least got ppl tok to me now le.. hehe... but reply oso will slower de... but ok lah.. hehe... now tinking wat to tok oso... cannot tink leh.. but wanna continue write.. so can waste my time.. hehe...but oso duno wat to say... how leh? haiz... haiz.. sianz... ok lah... i go le... but at hm duno do wat... rotting again... lolx.. bb!!!
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the day.
10:31 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Friday, October 27, 2006

hihi!!! wahz... i now so boring sia... how huh? die le lah... lolx... rotting to death liao.. how leh? tis few days keep tinking of *... oso duno y sia.. got 1 time still dream dao sia... duno leh... sometime if reli miss too much will reli dream dao de... jus like last time... but last time use to share de dreams to each other... but now oni can tink liao den sad... mayb he already forget de past le... but sometime i will still tink back... de days where we play soccer tgt,play vampire, bring bro to see doctor, pull his shirt n cry when i lost n scare, n lots... dun feel like saying out le.. haiz... even though it may be childish but to me its hapi memories... i dun feel tat i need to 4get those hapi memories... cas memories are meant to be kept... at least i feel xin fu at tat time...even though also use to quarrel n cry tgt... but to me... now it will be jus a memories tat i have... even i wanna turn back de time... it can't be possible... but i least i stil have de memories... haiz.. oso dun wanna tink too much le... jus wish tat i can hapi everyday... dun cry too much... so useless... gonna be strong~ be a strong rebecca... nth can beat u... u muz stand everyting man... dun wan my bro n sis to sad oso... cas love them so much.. wakaka' like fall in love wif my 7bro n sis le.. hahaz.. lolx... kkz.. gtg le.. bb... muackz~
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the day.
9:22 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Thursday, October 26, 2006

hahaz... today so guai... wei le redcross nv go fer ice cream de work de interview.. hehe... guai hor... mk shld be hapi tat we wei le redcross nv go... lolx... ermm... but quite boring lah... learn 1st aid leh... den after tat keep taking lots of badge.. wahaha... but de ma fan ting is tat nest time muz spend lot of time putting de stupid badge... hahaz.. lolx...but ok lah...
haiz.. i reli duno...y do i still need to care fer him? can't i jus 4get him... jus let me rmb de past memories tat i have happily... haiz... dun wanna say le...
kkz... ermm.. tml going fer de briefing fer de survey work... hope tat de boss will employ me... lolx... pls lah... going bankrupt soon.. lolx... haiz... duno lah... now quite sad... dun feel like toking le... sry.. bb...
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the day.
5:07 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Wednesday, October 25, 2006

haiz... here to blog... today jus came back from hm den receive a msg tat say we'b'... n i tis time no hatred n we said to be frens... it's okay... even though quite sad... but i tink it de rite choice bahz.. mayb it jus dun suit loh... even though i try to give chances n hold it on... but i tink i have predicted wat going happen le... nvm... i'm fine... ermm.. kkz... jus 4get it bahz... let's tok bout others bahz...
ermm... today in sch ar... so sianz loh... wanna slp... lols... but too noisy till cannot reli go slp... hahaz... den after sch still got redx training... den we learn new stuff... den de slow march was like so difficult loh.. duno leh... feel so weird when doing.. hahaz... n today my foot started to pain again le... den still need do drills... haiz... nvm... today oso got tried to do well in de drill loh... dun have reli like anyhow do lah... gd rite.. hahaz... cas wanna do wat i've promise mk... we bro n sis shuo de dao zhuo de dao... we will try our best^^ rite bro n sis? heex... tml cpvss sch ppl going come worx.. they sure got lots of ppl coming de... den 2 of my ndc fren oso coming... not reli close... but they quite nice ppl loh=)
tml tink we gonna wear all blue fer our bro n sis... hahaz... hapi^^ nice hor.. hehex... kkz... tml perform well wif all of them worx... jia you!!! muackz... love my bro n sis foreva~
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the day.
1:46 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Tuesday, October 24, 2006

yoz!!! me here to post le.. hehex... erm... in de afternoon do nth much loh... quite boring... not reli hapi oso.. den jus come back from near northpoint there.. cas go eat dinner mah.. den quite full.. but de food not reli nice... lolx... den quite not hapi today oso...cas i reli duno lots of tings... haiz... 1 more week de result will be out le.. haiz.. reli hope tat's a gd result loh... n ytd hear one of my fren.. jus break wif her gf not long... but till now he still love her n miss her alot even though her ex gf does not miss him... i feel tat de gal is so xin fu to be love by him.. but de gal didn't reli cherish him... sad fer him... haiz... so wish tat someone would still so miss n love me.. haiz... would there be anyone? today my jie ask me whether i still like him... den i say i haven 4get him... cas so long de relationship how can say 4get den 4get de... mayb he may 4get me... but i still can't 4get him... i jus duno why... haiz... mayb i dun reli like him le... oni still haven 4get bahz... i oso not reli sure... btw... wana say tat ytd tat hip hop performance... even though i got do a v v small mistake... but i tink overall i hapi wif it lahz... everybody put in all their hard work... thx everyone hu have came fer de performance... thx u....
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the day.
5:59 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Friday, October 20, 2006

hihiz!!! me here... so boring... tink going stay at hm de whole day sia.. sianz... oso duno wat to do... haiz... den ppla oso haven call me say i'm employ... haiz... i wanna worok... so scare de ppl dun wan call me... i reli reli wanna work sia... pls god... call de manager call me.. i wan go work... pls pls pls...hari raya going reach liao leh... if got work den got double pay leh... haiz... die le lah... how leh? if till monday he haven call den mayb dun wan employ us le bahz... so scare sia... now so boring oso... how leh? ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! reli no mood to tok so much.. n oso nth much ting tat i can say now...kkz... bb!!!
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the day.
10:19 PM



hihiz!!! wahz... today reli waste alot of saliva... lolx... we tok to mk fer 2hrs+ sia... cas we nv go fer redx training... den we not hapi.. so we sit at canteen loh... den after tat mk n chris walk come... den mk kick de chair den scare us sia... lolx... den mk keep at there toking... den we oso dun wan say back... or sure kena shoot de... den we like statue lidat... nv move... hahaz... den when i see everybody nv move tat time i oso dun dare to move.. hahaz... all be statue tgt... hehez... den after tat quarreling we mk oso... sianz... den quarrel finish den quarrel again... lolx... sianz.. den my stomach keep growling... cas i afternoon oni drink 1 cup of drinks... wahz... den mk still say i will be chairman leh... i dun wan leh... will so stress de loh.. haiz... n i tink i not capable of being a chairman oso... cas i reli duno wat to do... reli stupid...cas i tat time i duno how to decide ting or do ting de...muz give me alot of example den i will noe de loh...lolx... oso duno y he put me be chairman sia... haiz... taday reli tok till going no saliva sia... hahaz.... mk so many saliva... but like nv see he drink water... lolx... actually our purpose oso not to make mk angry loh... reli... kkz... gtg le... bb!!! nitez!!!
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the day.
6:25 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Thursday, October 19, 2006

hihiz!!! back... heex... jus now go find work wif anqi n xue qun... den we found action city n mac donald... den duno wan do which 1... cas both oso not bad... action city is like wun so pai seh... den but mac donald is public holiday got double pay... so gd... hehex... hope tat de ppl will employ me... hahaz.. mayb do mac den action city loh... cas my mum like dun wan let me do two job... sianz.... but nvm lah... cas anqi n xue qun like oso dun wan do action city liao... but jus now amanda call me... den ask me wan do survey de not.. but my mum like oso dun wan let me go cas she say waste saliva... lolx... den another hapi news is tat i go 301 leh... actually tot can go 302 v gd liao... den so gd loh... lol... but i wan go 302 leh... cas de subj. is i wan de... but my 6 pplgo 301 so mayb dun change loh.... kkz... gtg le... bb!!!
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the day.
6:11 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Tuesday, October 17, 2006

hihiz!!! jus now jus came back from sch.. den cook magie mee den see tv... de ytd record de liao zai... tat show quite nice dr worx... but so late... den muz record den can see.. sianz.. today at sch so pek chek loh.. so take de radio from mdm ivy tan den she say cannot go open room fer us call ask walk round de whole sch find socket to paly de song.. den make me bring de radio up n down... den lata say dun wan dance liao... kns lahz... lolx.. den after tat lying on de 4th table wanna slp but tinking of someting sad.. haiz... den lie there close my eyes wanna slp but sad... how lehz... but at least got rest dao lahz... den oso dun feel like toking tat time.. den they there say wat i 'dao' rite? madeline n shuli? lolx... i reli duno how lahz.. duno wat to do.... haiz... i reli scare... haiz... reli reli scare... i reli dun like tat feeling... u understand? haiz.. haiz... haiz... haiz...haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz.. haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz.... haiz.. haiz... haiz...haiz... haiz.. haiz... sianz lahz...
i wanna find work sia.. hu will pei me go do i wan de work ne? n hu will employ me leh? i wan do at shopping centre inside de.. but so hard to find sia.. if got work muz intro me worx... haiz.. sianz... jus now suddenly lag sia.. oso duno y... lolx... kkz... go le lahz... bb!!!
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the day.
12:02 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Monday, October 16, 2006

yoz!!! yay!!! so hapi.... hehex... my hp ok liao... lolx.. den today morning jus send all de pic to my hp... but so lan loh.. my hp not enough space keep too many pic.. haiz... den de port oso spoil le.. den cannot put my pic... sianz... den today get back result worx.. so scary... but luckily i tink i got pass all bahz.. but de miracle is tat i pass my history worx.. hahaz... den we after sch see de 204 dance hip hop... den they dance till so nice n sexy loh... cas they v daring... den dare to shake alot.. n their move oso v sexy... den our class de is not enough energy n dun reli dare to do de movement alot... cas shy mah.. lolx... but den i see they so daring den dance till so nice i oso jealous loh.. den i now working hard to dance more daring le... cas i wish tat we dance nicer den them... but oso wish they can perform well lahz... den anqi n me so envy them sia... but too bad siew woon nv saw.. cas she go counsellor... den i tink if she got see oso will envy them de loh.. lolx.. reli nice... but we oso not bad lahz.. hahaz.. so we decided to come my hse practise today... when anqi going hm tat time den she say she tink my chem get 1st in class leh.. hehex.. so hapi.. den i xiang dao nv waste my time stay back after sch to go fer de chem remedial.. hehex... but de funny ting is tat everytime madeline get his. beta den me den i geo beta den her... but end up opposite sia... hahaz... but i next yr still will choose geo cas i everytime will pass geo but his. is tyco de.. hahaz... but heng... i got pass all... heex... den oso duno i next yr will go which class... duno lehz... suddenly feel like going 302 lehz.. actually wan 303 de but.. i tink i now wan go 302 le... lolx... den tml going stay after sch to practise oso... den muz jia you worx.. but i scare i dance wrong sia.. will ps de worx... hehex... kkz... gtg le... nth much to tok bout le.. bb!!!
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the day.
3:05 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Saturday, October 14, 2006

hey!!! back... heex.. ytd go bbq... den eat le den see xiao hai bu ben 2... hehex... so nice.. handsome guy.. hehe... den we at there go cycle den so tired.. but we see someting v cute... haha... we saw a cunnig cat slowly wan go catch de chicken.. den de chicken fly sia.. haha... 1st time madeline saw a chicken tat can fly... hahaz.. lolx.. so funny... den madeline cycle down de slope cha yi dian fall sia.. den she still can at there say she doing stunt =_= den wj,madeline n me go beach play.. den yc go gamble wif fren.. aiya.. dun care him lahz.. tired le.. den de stupid wj go take my slipper running about.. den dun return me... den burry one of my slipper in de send.. den throw 1 of my slipper in de sea.. but nv throw far far lah.. or i will kill him.. lolx... but at there nth much to do... quite sianz.. but still have a little of fun lah.. hahaz... lolx... but oso duno when can go out... haiz.. sianz lahz.. tml need go sch... haiz.. den so scare my result kns.. papa~ pray pray... pls let me pass wif flying colour.. den reach hm bout 11pm loh.. heex.. den faster go pom pom den brush teeth slp le.. so tired.. now listening ting mama de hua.. hahaz.. lolx.. den tink today nv go out bahz.. haiz.. so boring.. duno wanna do wat.. mayb read my story bk loh.. scare lata no time return to seok to read jiu jia lat.. hahaz... kkz.. gtg... bb!!! talke carex!!!
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the day.
7:59 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Friday, October 13, 2006

yoz!!! me back again... heex... yay!!! so happi... my mum allowed me go chalet wor... but cannot stay de lah.. hahaz... but i already happi enough le... hehe... but she say next time cannot go out le.. haiz... sad... but at least i today can go... hehex... ytd so happi worx... my sis need to help me make up fer her exam mah... but den make liao we go bugis wan print de foto... den so happi.. i make liao den can zi jie go out nice nice... n my hair oso nice.. hehex... hahaz... mayb u tink i zi lian.. hahaz.. but i reli like de pic tat i took.. hehe... next time show u... heex... but i reli zi lian.. hahaz... actually my younger n elder sis oso same as me de.. hahaz... all zi lian kuang... hahaz... like to take our own pic... hehex... but muz like ownself mah... heex... i borrow de bk haven read sia... den lata still need to change wif seok n madeline... how neh? hehex.. mayb lata i bring go there read bahz... but oso duno got chance to read mah... mayb at there play play till 4get.. hahaz... sianz lahz.. jus now ask sufaizah when need to sch den she say from next mon till 26.10.06 leh... haiz... still need go back fer 1o days... haiz.. kkx... gtg... bb... take carex!!!
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If you could give me your heart, <3
Thursday, October 12, 2006

wow!!! so long nv come post le... miss me huh? lolx.. hahaz... so miss my blog n u guys too.. heex.. exam finally over le... i have run finish my race wif all my hard n sweat... de last ting was to see my result le... but den i wanna go out sia... i work so hard den can't i have fun? pls? can i? haiz... i oso duno lahz... i have no freedom... even if no.. can i be rewarded fer de hard work i did? i have been study 5 to 6 hrs a day or even more... den i jus wanted to have fun wif my fren... haiz... n i wanna work sia... i wan earn money... haiz.. i wish tat i could go out tml too... haiz haiz haiz... n i so scare my result oso... cas i study so hard den if fail i reli can go die sia... how neh? i have so many ting need to solve... i need to solve redx tings, how to find muh job, how to go out wif muh frens, n my result n class... haiz... after exam still stressing... sianz.. but den i tink i got problem oso.. hahaz... i ytd go borrow story bk to read sia... hahaz... so guai of me.. hehex... exam over le still read bk... lolx... kkz... go le lahz.. reli boring... bb!! take carex!!!
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If you could give me your heart, <3
Friday, October 06, 2006

hihiz!!! miss everybody worx..heex... so stress sia... so many exam... make me cannot breathe... sianz... every day study study study.... haiz... if i have prepare v early den i wun be struggling now le... now muz chiong alll de way without stopping... but after de running... its time where i need to rest le... haiz... feel like dying... if i nv maintain in express... i will sure commit suicide... even if is in 304 i oso dun wan... my target is 302 or 303... reli.... haiz... so scare... haiz...
duno leh... tinking... i reli duno sometings... haiz... next time den tink... now muz work hard fer exam 1st... jia you!!! kkz... gtg le... bb!!!
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If you could give me your heart, <3
Sunday, October 01, 2006

yoz!!! haiz... jus now so sad... duno y... like mood swing... dotz... lolx... but reli sad... den cry... like crazy... nth wrong den i can cry oso... den sad fer quite loh... den lie on de bed fer 1hr plus... den decided to get up from bed... but still not hapi... den no mood to study oso... den after... 2hrs... i now quite okie le... tis days see frenster den got bit neglect my blog le... sorry worx... when i was sad... i was tinking tat hu can make me hapi... den i msg yc n ke lun... but oso dun reli help lehz... den when toking on fone den lata wj go take de fone from yc den he was like so crazy? lolx... den slowly okie le.. cas wj like those innnocent boy hu can laugh fer nth... lolx... den he say tonight conference... den i say see 1st... den he will say my dictionary no 'see 1st'... hahaz... stupid rite... hahaz... howeva he is one of my gd sis.. hahaz... i love my 7bro n sis so much... hehez... we 4eva united de... nv be spreaded... hope tat after everybody leave yckss den go to de diff sch... we will still meet n still remain de same.. till de day we old n die.. we will still meet each other den have fun... i'm so hapi to have u guys by my side... thx... muackz.... n our 7bro n sis will nv be replaced~ heex... rite seok lai?
so scared my final yr exam... oso no mood study without seeing my 7bro n sis... wahaha... lolx... miss them... hehex... got miss me mah? lolx... tml can see them le.. hehex... i like reli fall in love wif u guys le... heex... lolx... kkz... i go bath le.. make myself fresh n den try to study k? but when i tink till study i reli duno wat to study... haiz.... sianz... kkz... go pom pom le... heex... bb!!!
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