<body> I can't shake the thought of you /
If you could give me your heart, <3
Friday, April 27, 2007

yoz!!! so long nv come post le... reli miss my blog lots lot!!! hehex... love u!!!!!!!!!!! hahaz... haiz... tis few days so many ting happen... i oso do wat to do... haiz... sad... but tink as time passes... everything will be fine bahz... jus like my dad said ytd... playing wif love is jus like playing wif fire.. but so stupid i am... get burn so many time still not scare.... noe it's pain liao still continue... but now i get burn till i stop le... but after burning.. there is still scar tat have been left.. a scar tat will nv disappear... n now... it still haven recover... i can still feel de pain... when will my deep wound recover? it's reli pain... n wat doctor shld i see? i oso duno... i tink no doctor can heal my wound so easily... mayb it jus take time fer my to recover... n tis period of time i will still be suffering.... but at least i still have my bs7 medicine which help me alot... haiz..

as i said... i have help u alot le... pls help ur self lahz.. get out of smoking... haiz... it jus make me sad when wat hard work i have done to help u is all wasted... y muz lidat? grow up bahz... i noe u still have a side of mature tat u reli noe how to tink de right side... now tat evrything has end... n there's nth much i can help u le... it's ur turn to help urself le... jia you bahz!!! i tink u can do it!

hmm... i so lazy sia... exam coming le still so lazy... still so slack... duno wat am i doing sia... haiz.. so wat there's a wound.. u still can study de rite? pain oso muz ren.. jus wait fer de wound to recover bahz.. jia you REBECCA!!! gogo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kkz... gtg le... bb~ muackz!
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the day.
6:00 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Friday, March 02, 2007

hey!!! such a long time tat i have not been posting... miss me? hahaz.. lolx... but my blog like sot sot le.. hahaz.... i tink got bout 2 mths i nv post le bahz... hmm... today post cas today nv study... keep watching tv... hehex... now at youtube loading de hana-kimi... so lag sia... kns... den so boring... sianz... tis days so bz... monday i have bio lesson... tuesday i have redcross... wed i have bio lesson again... thurs nth but next day got common test... fri got redcross again... wth... full sia... den do u tink i have de time to study? haiz... sianz lah... but luckily i get a blue form... haiz... u tink tat's all??? i still need to do my SL n oso chinses project n redcross 30 week plan... reli will stress till siao... cannot stand sia... den lata if quarrel again... sianz... i oso no strength to quarrel anymore... haiz... so tired le... i oso duno lah... i not a gd person... suan le... dun tok bout tis le...

hmm... oso duno wanna tok bout wat... cas too bz till duno wan tok bout wat le...
oh ya!!! tat time new yr got my grandma sis de daughter hse... den she jus gave birth...den de baby oni 5 day leh... so small... so cute... den i oso got carry... but when i carry tat time baby already slping le... seeing de baby slp so cute... tat sec i feel tat i wan faster grow up n have 1... hahaz... lolx... but it' s jus crapz... hahaz..
haiz... tis yr new yr so sianz... get so little red packet.. haiz... but at least got lah.. beta den nth... but is reli like hell loh... haiz.... tis yr nth fun... oni keep bzing n not happy.... sianz.. kkz... gtg le... bb~ take carex^^
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the day.
7:37 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Monday, January 01, 2007

hihiz~ like quite long nv post le...from today onwards no need to work le... so hapi... cas so tired tis days.. wanna noe wat i did today... i was slping.. lolx... cas sick... den eat med. den slp... after tat wake up le... den eat... eat liao eat med again... den slp again... lolx... so pig today... hahaz.. but now still got bit slpy... de med. reli power sia... or mayb i'm weak le bahz... tis days even though it was tiring... but i have fun wif my frens there... den christmas still got present de worx... hehex... lolx... but de ppl there are gd lahz... hahaz... gonna miss them... but someday we will meet bahz... haiz.... even working is tired... but i oso hate to go sch sia... hope tat still got 1 week lata den sch reopen.. cas at least let me rest mah... still haven buy bk oso... actually wan go buy de... but tink new yr bk shop close bahz... hmm... going study again le leh... going to be srtess again... sianz... next yr upper sec le... heex... but muz jiayou worx!!! my sis ask me wan change blog not... cas got new de... quite gd... but i miss my blog leh... so tink mayb not going change... my blog has been accompany me when i am sad, happi, angry... so i love my blog...

hmm... we have been going well tis days... cas i'm bz... not much time fer quarrel... but now not working le.. duno wat will happen... i ask my frens in action city... how long is their longest relationship... some say 2yr plus or 4 yr... but all ended up not tgt now le... so i afriad bad tings might happen again... tink fer de next time bad ting happen... i muz learn to control... throw all de hatred away... but say is easy... but can i? haiz... tink so much oso no use... walk 1 step count 1 step bahz...

MY BRO N SIS!!! i miss all of ya... cas u all oso are de 1 hu accompany me when i'm sad,happi,angry.... tink of de past we have fun... hahaz... so funny... rmb de time we sit in de neoprint shop playing... hahaz... imagine if tat time i dun have u all... i oso duno wat i will be like... mayb crazy or dead le... thx... love you guys!!!

kkz... duno wat to tok le... mayb going change skin... kkz... bb~ take carex n HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
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the day.
4:33 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Monday, December 25, 2006

yoz~ wahz... so tired worx... everyday work work work... life is so meaningless... wat i do is morning wake up eat den go work den work come back slp... slp wake up eat n go work again... haiz... sianz... kkz... gtg... bb~
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the day.
8:39 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Sunday, December 17, 2006

hihiz!!! it have been a long time seen i post... misses my blog so so so much... tis few days was working loh... i was there standing n wrapping... den oni got half hr break to eat... den oso need rush to eat... den mostly eat kfc lah.. cas tink is de cheapest ting there to eat le bahz.. cas i earning money oso cannot waste at de same time mah.. den if work v v long nite time hard to slp sia... leg will tired till siao.. but working is lidat lah... i noe money hard to earn... but oso wanna earn.. hahaz... after i earn le.. wanna be hapi hapi... lolx... but by de time i get de $ oso duno when can spent cas sch reopen le... sianz... so fast... i hope de sch dun open... got earthquack.. hahaz... i oso haven buy any bks sia.. tink i dun buy le... i wait till sch reopen den buy... den de money oso duno can get mahz... cas i get 22 position in lvl den can get $250... but my mum say de CC like v late still haven send de form... den mayb cannot get de $ sia... sianz... haiz... xiang dao next yr jiu sianz... sure v hard n tired de... n i oso not tat type can keep on study... need wait till last min den i can read de.. or oso will 4get.. lolx... hahaz... hmm... lata going de sch band concert... actually i oso dun reli like band concert de... oni tat i can be wif my fren at tat moment... hope seok lai can get de 2 ticket from wen jie... den hope we have fun bahz.. hahaz.. but imagine wen jie oso got go or we bro n sis all got go de concert sure full wif our voices.. hahaz... den after today de fun tml i going work full shift again... sianz... so tired de loh.. haiz... hope another 2 weeks faster over so i can get de pay but sch another 1 mth den open.. hahaz.. can? if can is miracle le.. hahaz.. but btw i feel so heng... cas 27th is my off day... so i can go fer de sec1 orientation... if not i nv go ear will itchy again.. lolx... but tink de training during dec i reli cannot go de... not i dun wan... is reli cannot loh... haiz.. suan le.. dun tok bout tis le.. kkz... gtg le... bb~ take carex^^
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the day.
6:58 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Sunday, December 03, 2006

( muh sis n miie!!!)
hihiz!!! like quite a few days nv write le rite? hehex.. hmm... after wacthing 'the champion' i nth to watch... so go see ' it started with a kiss' heex.. quite nice de... de guy so handsome... hahaz... love him... lolx.. but he so dao sia... but still handsome.. hehe... hmm... den actually nth much to tok bout lahz... oso no mood to tok to much... haiz... suan le... mayb i reli dun understand lots of tings... i oso dun wanna care le... kkz... bb~
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the day.
6:25 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Friday, December 01, 2006


yoz... here le... got feeling like so long nv post le.. lolx.. hehex... hmm... today when to blk to blk to collect tings fer de elderly... den collect dao lots of shirts n newspaper... den at last is no need shirt n newspaper... so we wan sell it to garang guni... but he so tiao ti... dun wan our ting... den lata we go throw at a side... tink if lata de garang guni take den can take free de... lolx.. cheater butt... lolx.. hehex... den after tat take cab go hq... den give de ting... den we go shop awhile.. lolx... hmm... nth much to tok bout le lah.. hehex.. kkz... go le.. bb~ take care!!!
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the day.
4:44 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Tuesday, November 28, 2006

yoz~ here le... hmm... jus now watching de champion at youtube... den now youtube got prob. den muz lata den can watch again... cas my de "tian xia di yi mei po" de show finish liao.. so now choice see tis loh... but not bad lah... so long nv see liao.. hehex... de 7.1.5 so handsome... hahaz... but madeline like toro more... lolx... but i like guys hu is more man de.. hehex.. lolx... like i like joshua, kwon sang woo n 7.1.5... cas they all is so man de... hahaz... like siao... at 1st morning quite not hapi... cas i dream till someting bad.. den so scare someting happen again... cas i reli scare.. haiz... but after a fone call feel beta bahz... but de kong ju gan still there... still will scare... i accidentally fall down at de stair den de next time i will more be careful n scare taking de stair... if i reli fall down again... at tat time... i will nv take de stairs again... i would not wan to fall down again... i rather take de lift... hmm... mayb u all dun reli understand bahz... but i oso dun reli noe how to explain properly... kkz... let's change de topic...

ytd i jus came back from camp.. de camp not reli v v hapi cas of some personal stuff... but not bad lahz...hahaz... i cook rice leh... but not using a rie cooker... 1st time... hahaz.. de mk keep betting tat my rice cannot work... sure fail... hahaz.. but at last de rice did cooked... but below got be chao ta... hahaz... but still can eat lahz... he did eat... lolx... after tat nite time oso got play netball... 1st time so late play.. hahaz... not bad lah... de chris jump so high sia.. lolx.. like monkey... hehex... den at nite slp tat time me n madeline roll like a ball... cas no blanket.. den so cold... den ku ku chin so gd.. she xi shen her slping bag n cover us... if dun have ku ku de slping bag... tink i wun be slping le... lolx... thx worx.. kuku^^ heex... de next time when to put flyer den after tat we walk to amkss... sianz.. go there.. nth much to do.. den mk call me teach de amkss ppl how to bandage.. den i was like huh? 0.O? hahaz.. cas i duno how to tok.. lolx.. oni noe how to tok crapz.. hehex.. lolx... den after tat go hm le... den i 4get need to go work.. den nv go.. lolx.. kena scolding... but nvm... but i tink i going be employ leh.. hehex.. hapi hapi... lolx.. den ytd 6.30pm slp till today morning 8am... hahaz... slp till so shuang.. hahaz... kkz... gtg.. bb~
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the day.
9:31 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Saturday, November 25, 2006

hihiz!!! ermm... ytd i bout5am den slp leh... so late worx.. hahaz... watching de vcd... but left 3 den finish le... sianz... den i today 1pm den wake up... hahaz... de show so nice... hahaz.. den i today i wake up le den see hp... den i noe tml got camp.. wahz... if i nv see hp i oso 4get got camp liao... hahaz.. den i oso rmb i haven inform them tat tml got camp... lolx... den i quickly call them... hahaz.. lolx.. haiz... stupid.. he go play bbal... den i at hm... no 1 tok to me... sianz... haiz... sad... now going sianz again... everytime sianz den will sad... cas bored can bored to death de sia.. haiz... wahz... so hapi... i go nice nice finger nail n toe nail le sia.. hahaz... tat time go buy those ting den my sis help me make...nice worx.. hahaz... but my toe de ytd jus change again... but finger de i bu she de change.. so sweet... hahaz... hmm... haiz... reli sianz...nth to tok... kkz... bb~
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the day.
11:22 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Wednesday, November 22, 2006

(me n winnie, i like move... hahaz.. cas me de pic blur... lolx...)
hihiz!!! hmm... tink mayb today going stay at hm de whole day le... sianz... but even sianz oso beta den last time.. cas now still got vcd can see... de match maker de vcd... so nice... hehex... super funny loh... hahaz... got 1 person say... y ppl mus always do de wrong ting den they will noe how to regret... izit? haiz... den now my sis watching de show.. but i watch til 17 le.. hehex... but going finish soon... haiz... hope wun finish... or i nth do tat time dun have ting to watch... den sure bored to death.. lolx... hehex... tink if finish den i got money i wan go buy korean show... so nice... i wan to buy de' a love to be kill' rain do de... like quite nice... heex... but tink now oso no money le... now bankrupt le.. sianz... hope faster 1mth... den i can get money.. hehex... earn till so xin ku... need to stand there so long den oni get little money.. sianz... haiz... now reli duno wat to do sia.. so sianz... need wait fer my younger sis come back... den see tgt.. den oso mus wait fer my elder sis see till 17 den see tgt... hope can go out leh... but tink wan go out oso no money... how leh? but i reli wan go shop sia... lolx... arghh!!!!!!!!!!!! kkz... go le... bb~
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the day.
7:45 PM



(miie n muh sis)
yoz yoz~ here to post le.. hehex... like quite a long time nv post hor? lolx... hehex... actually oni little long lah... hahaz... hmm... quite bz loh... i was watching vcd n some time oso go work... work fer 2days at action city le... heex.. not bad lah... but leg quite tired... stand fer hrs leh... hehex... i 1 of de day... i when to temple wif my grandma,mum,2sista... den outside de temple got de tiao dang... means like god go into human body loh... den got 1 god is de xian zai[in hokkien] den he so gd... he distrubute sweet to our family... den de sun wu kong oso gave us bananas n grape... heex... all de god is so gd... 1st time receive some thing from god... lolx... hmm... some days i was outside wif my sis loh... hmm... nth much lah... if now wanna say... lolx... haiz... so boring... nth to do... hmm... jus now was toking to adrian biao di... lolx...
actually was hoping to post alot today de... cas so long nv come le... hehex... misses my blog n my tagboard... heex... n oso de most impt is my bro n sis... wonder when can we go out tgt like last time.. den go food court eat tgt... den have discount fer de desert we bought... hahaz.. lolx... n de days we when out during madeline birthday... feeding each other wif cakes... hahaz.. lolx...
sometimes i reli dun understand wat is love... so confusing... it's hard to be understand.. some time u still need to worry fer some tupid ting... haiz... suan le... 4get it... dun tok bout love ting le...

hmm... sianz sia... tis days no maid... den need to wash my own clothes... coming hm need to buy food fer family... den oso need to iron so many clothes... some time tink if i dun go out den dun need wear so many clothes den dun need wash so many clothes n oso dun need iron so many clothes... den still need to wash shoe... sianz... actually everytime i bath oni need 15 mins de most... den now need almost 1 hr le... cannot jus have a gd bath den come out... need squad inside wash clothes... lolx.. so stupid... den squad till i yao suan bei tong... lolx... hahaz... tat's y i no time come post.. lolx... so many reason hor? hahaz... kkz... gtg le... bb~ takkaires^^
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the day.
1:42 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Tuesday, November 14, 2006

( me, anqi and kai xin^^)
hey hey!!!! here again... ytd post so little huh? hehex... hmm... today... let me tink wat i can tok lots lots bout... hahaz... today is such a boring day... mayb going be at hm whole day? haiz.. sianz... den if go out oso no money... den now... my ama at my hse... hehex.. my ama de best..heex... tml got training... is 1pm rite shuli? still muz inform ppl... sianz... hapi to see my bro n sis... but i tink if i working rite... most lightly i wun go redx during holi... unless i got off... cas everytime is redx take up my holi leh... can pls give me 1mth to rest without redx if i'm working... if i not working den everyday give me redx i oso dun mind loh... but not everytime free de mah... haiz... if no money jiu die le... now so bankrupt... sianz... wan buy wat oso muz tink... my allowance oso going use finish soon... haiz... kkz... dun tok too much bout tis topic le...
hope i can get de job loh... heex... if i can get de job sure hapi de.. hahaz... even tired oso nvm lah... lolx... i reli scare i made de wrong decision to jump into de hole... haiz... but 1 of my fren say... even if till de end i regret i oso muz face it... cas it's de choice i made... but if didn't end gd... i reli will die sia... cannot afford to get hurt anymore.... haiz... haiz... haiz... kkz... let's stop here bahz... like nth much i can tok bout le.. all jus crapz... kkz... take carex... pray to last long* bb~
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the day.
6:22 PM



(me n siew woon)
yoz yoz~ here to post... lolx... nth to post leh... haiz... suan le... no mood... sianz... bb~
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the day.
4:14 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Sunday, November 12, 2006

(our grp hiphop + other grp hip hop)
hey hey~ here to post!!! hehex... jus now was wake up wif lao gong gong de fone.. lolx... wahz... den call my hm sia.. wana die... my mum still slping.. lolx... hahaz.. suan le.. call le oso call le... hahaz... den tok fer a while den go eat breakfast... den go see ppl blog... hmm... den now come n post le loh.. hahaz... lata see rmb my BS7 de user n pw mah... den go post.. hehex.. lolx... "but dun worry lah... i will still love u de(to my blog)..." hahaz.. lolx... haiz... sianz... cannot go out wif frens... oni can go out wif sister... lolx.. but beta den nth lah... den lata going j8 wif my younger sis loh... actually wan go ama hse de.. but ama wanna go out lata.. so nv go... so bring sis go j8 loh... den hapi hapi... tml going sch.. can see my BS7 le... hehex.. miss them so much..hahaz... haiz.. but de sianz ting is duno lata go there do wat tupid ting... haiz... so boring de... everytime do de same ting... haiz... no diff.... lolx... imagine next yr mk say we incharge den oso duno wanna do wat... nth much can do oso... den oso going do de same tupid stuff... haiz... sianz.. lah... but next yr footdrill com... oso duno how... not gd enuff... we can jus do nth.. haiz... sianz lah.. suan le... dun tok bout sianz ting le... kkz... now my turn to iron my clothes le.. bb~ miss ya!!! muackz <3
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the day.
8:29 PM



( after our hip hop performance de pic... heex...)
hihiz!!! back to post...hehex... so hapi... jus now when to orchard wif my sis... hmm.. i keep finding shoe... but cannot find leh... den de far east de ice lemon tea... cas got sale mah... so went in to see... den saw a nice shirt n skirt... so nice... den quite cheap loh... so i buy le... at 1st tot can use nets... but after tat den find out cannot... den jia lat...i nv bring enuff cash..den my sis share buy de shirt wif me... den finally enuff...den my wallet was like left 2o cents...sianz... den like beggar lidat... no money... lolx... haiz... but still keep walking... heex... walk till bout 5+ den jiu go hm le.. go hm eat... den wash shirt... den come post le loh... see... i so gd... hahaz... my blog muz have love me lots.. hehex... kkz.... like nth much to write le... kkz... bb~
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the day.
4:11 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Saturday, November 11, 2006

yoyoyoz!!!! wahz... finally i came here to post le.. miss my blog worx.. heex.. muackz muackzz... hmm... tis days... i have been going to civil defence course, standard first aid cert. , n shopping!!!! hehez... hmm... let's tok bout on 9th of nov de civil denfence course 1st bahz... we when there to learn lots of new stuff... de sir there got 1 not bad looking worx.. hahaz... my fren got de no. of de sir... cas de sir oso young de... heex.... quite nice sir... heex... de test so funny de... we can ask ans fer it de... hehex... gd hor? lolx... [end]
next day, 10th of nov. de standard 1st aid cert. .... we go to sch to practice abit of cpr n bandages n study some notes... after tat we rush to HQ... we did our theory test 1st... those hu fail theory test can leave n dun need take practical le... but lucky me n my bros n fren pass... heex.. but some fail... sad=( haiz... den tink they need to retake... after de theory test... we are tested on bandages.... den our injuries is chin de... den i not sure how to tie... hahaz... den put a pressure pad on top n tie loh... hahaz... so funny... we call de sir come... den we was like ah gu gu gu... like baby lidat... hahahaz... btw... de sir is quite old de.. n oni can speak cantonese well.... den he speak eng we was like ?!?!? huh?!?!? cas v hard to understand... hahaz... but he speak chinese beta den eng lah... hahaz... but he teach us how to tie de bandages leh... like is teaching section n not test..hahaz... gd hor? heex... den we are tested fer cpr... den we did lots of mistake... den he was like keep toking... but he so funny lah... hahaz...duno how to say... bu tis damn funni... wakaka' [end]
ok... now is ytd... i when shopping wif my younger sis n elder sis... mean we 3 sistaz lahz... hahaz... we go bugis shop... den take neoprint wif my elder sis cas my younger sis dun wan take... but nice pic... hahaz.. so we laminated(duno how to spell) it... heex... den after tat go bugis street walk walk... den i bought a shirt n a skirt... heex.. cas i everytime like keep wearing de same skirt... so go buy another 1.. hahaz... [end]

ok... hehex.. finish toking bout past few days le.. heex... haiz.. sianz lahz... oso duno going where sia...oso duno got go out mah... lolx... nth to do... hope got go out.... or going rot till die le.. lolx... wanna go out... i siao le... hahaz.. lolx... hmm... my mum going buy food come back le... heex.. kkx..bb... cya~
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the day.
7:18 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Wednesday, November 08, 2006

hihiz~ here to post le.. heex.. hmm... today go training so boring loh... de cpr n bandage ting... waste of time... lolx... no mood to do oso... den still so hungry... lolx... but after redx when ps wif amanda.. wahz.. jus now toking on fone... heard someting ridiculus... wahz.. reli scare me... but cannot tell u all... hahaz.. lolx... ermm... duno wat to tok bout leh... cannot tink... lolx.. hehex... kkz bahz... reli cannot tink anything tat is impt... but i noe tml i will be going civil defence course loh... hope not so sianz bahz... but oni can see him awhile in de morning... cas he cannot go... cas he pass... sianz... haiz... nvm... but at least got loh... heex... kkz... muackz... zhi ai ni <3
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the day.
4:56 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Tuesday, November 07, 2006

yoz!!!! today... is a new start fer us... but i tink we are fast to go back to de past as we are like last time... i didn't reli expect tis... but its gd lahz.. ^^ ....ermm... we when to redx... tot is training... but at last when to east coast fer beach cleaning... we when there pick little litter nia... hahaz... lolx... we at there walk at de beach... hahaz... den lata seok lai fall down... =_='''... fall down still nvm leh... de shirt, skirt , short all kena de algae ting... so er xin n smelly... hahaz... den so ma fan... she inside de toilet take off den we help her wash n dry loh... dry so long at de hand dryer... lolx... den we when outside cas got sun n wind mah... den we at there sit sit wait fer de shirt to dry... hahaz... de ke lian seok lai was inside toilet waiting... den she call madeline... madeline go hang up... cas waste money... den mine is not reception... lousy fone... lolx... den after tat quite dry le den we go in pass to her loh... but still smelly... hahaz... but nvm lah.. our bro... hehex...after tat faster go mac... den drink water... i almost dehydrate sia... so thirsty... den i drink lots of water... hehex... ok lah... today even not tat fun.. but still ok de loh... cas we have our bro... hmm... tink tat's all fer today bahz.... take carex... bb.... love ya forever... muackz <3
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the day.
2:51 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Sunday, November 05, 2006

hihiz~ me here me here... heex... lolx... ermm... today reli sianz... going whole day at hm... btw... ytd said i wan to wait... but i didn't expect it to be so fast... mayb there's reli miracle? hmm... i'm not sure... i reli hope de same ting wun happen again... i reli can't take it if it happen again... haiz...reli... hope nth bad will happen again... me like jus climb up from a hole... n jus jump inside again cas my love is inside... jus to jump down again n save my love... it is worth? i oso duno... i jus noe tat i can't leave my love n be hapi fer my whole life.... love i reli blinded... u wun see anyhow... u jus feel it... n i jus follow wat i feel... but now... i reli duno how to go back to de past... mayb jus dun tink back bahz... jus start a new? lolx... mayb diff. but it may oso be beta? sianz lahz... whole day at hm... nth to do... say wan see silent hill nite time oso nv see... cas so late den lazy see.. hahaz... mayb lata go see loh... heex.. see de xiao hai bu ben oso... got de handsome joshua.. lolx... hehex.. today oso nth much can post leh.. cas nv go out... whole day at hm... de ting i can post is tat i'm sianz n haiz... lolx... kkz... gtg le... love ya bro n sis... muackz...
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the day.
8:58 PM



yoz!!! kkz... let's tok bout ytd 1st bahz... ermm... ytd... me n my younger sis when to meet ronald n zi peng n cheryl... den we play bball loh... quite fun loh... we have some sort of match? hmm... it's fun lah... hahaz... after tat... my elder sis nv go sch... so she bring me n my younger sis go ktv... heex... so nice... we at there keep singing... so gd... can keep singing... cas oso not other ppl mah... so wun shy... so can jus sing... zao xia oso nvm.. hehex.. lolx..den sing fer 4hrs... heex... den de ktv at sanrangoon there mah... den last time my ah gu fish shop at there mah... den last time got 1 room.. den sometime see inside... wake up go there de ntuc... or help sell fish... den tat yr got whole cup mah... den go see whole cup there oso... so nice... den ytd go back.. den recalling 4yrs back de day i was there... so huai nian tat place^^ after ktv den we go dhobby gaut... den at there shop... got pierce oso... so hapi.. so got man zu gan... hehex... but if let my mum see den die le... sure kena scold de... sianz diao sia... =_=''' quite nice de... there den tings... den i bought a purple slipper... cas no slipper... lolx... den at ps oso buy a bag fer next yr de.. so nice... heex... actually wanna use it now de... but is fer next yr de leh... den cannot resist seeing de bag... hahaz... nice~ next yr u can see le... dun worry.. heex.... lolx... kkz... now carry on today wat had happen.............

erm... today... early in de morning when go dhobby gaut ~_~ but is go fer evact gold course... rich there we started by doing some excercise... den proceed on learn lots of tings... lolx.. wahz.. when learn de evact casulty over de wall tat time rite... den muz carry de strecther so high... den my hand not enough strenght loh... keep using all my strenght.. den luckily got some sir n mk come help me support abit... or de person lying on top sure fall de.. lolx... hehex... den my hand after carrying... cannot raise up sia.. no strenght liao... lolx.. den after learning lots of ting again... den we have our 45mins lunch break... we when to kfc to eat... after tat rush back to HQ... den we started to have our test... wahz... put in all my effort man.. lolx.. but luckily i did pass de evact gold course.. hapi hapi... hehex... but even tired today... but we can train our hand worx... hehex... got muscle le... but oso get injury sia... but oni like stratch dao n blue black nia loh... still can stand... but tml cannot liao... sure muscle ache de... lolx... hahaz... n oso see lots of fren from other sch... nice to meet them^^ they all are nice ppl... ermm... after de course... we when to shop awhile.. but not at ps.. is at de near mrt there de.. den seok lai bought a shirt... not bad lah... but if me i wun buy de shirt.. hahaz.. not say ugly lah... but is our taste is diff. cas i oni wear de shirt when i was young.. but now got my own taste le... so dun wear le... lolx...
haiz... sian lah.. tml going stay at hm de whole day again? haiz... oso cannot go out... wat can i do to go out sia? lolx... gonna bored to death... btw... i say wan watch silent hill fer 3 days le.. but oso haven see... mayb today reli see bahz... hope my dad not watching tv... lolx... den now my hse got a cute cute hamster worx... is my elder sis wanna buy fer her fren de... but she haven give... so at our hse... den jus now keep carry her... den duno is he or she shit n urine so many time sia... den i jus bath like oso dirty liao... er xin... but nvm lah.. too cute till i yuan liang him or her le... heex...
btw... i reli tink i wun have any one i wanna love le... i told my bro oso... tat i dun wanna have le... cas reli tired of it loh... or mayb haven reli 4get bout him? i reli duno... haiz... got a feeling tat i'm still waiting? izit? i'm not sure... oso nv care so much le bahz... jus wait loh... if reli got miracle or got fate or still love me den it will happen loh... or else mian qiang shi mei you sin fu de... haiz... jus wait bahz... wait... since i've waited fer quite a long time... den jus wait loh... cas even now call me find or have i oso no feeling le... stupid... jus like wat pooh say... i'm stupid... kkz... gtg... today pist quite alot le.. but nvm lah.. is consider 2 day de post... heex... bb~
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the day.
4:05 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Thursday, November 02, 2006

hihiz!!! back here to post... ytd go our class chalet worx... but b4 go meet madeline i go bbal court meet zi peng n ronald.. cas ronald say he 4get me.. tupid de rite... hehex.. blex... meet liao den go meet madeline le... den reach there in de room... de those guys go arcade play... den de gals at room play mahjiong... den i at there see loh.. lolx.. cas i oso duno how to play... hehex.. den sit there so long... after tat time stop playing le.. den take pic loh.. hehex.. but de tupid madeline dun wan take... hehex... den say wat she take will ruin de photo.. so crapz sia... lolx... hahaz... after tat all de gals go white sand watch movie... but madeline dun wan go... den i oso dun go loh.. see she so ke lian gonna cry soon.. hahaz.. lolx.. den de guys come back oso liao.. den we 2 gals inside a room wif 10 guys sia.. hahaz.. but nvm lah.. we gd fren... nth will happen.. hehex.. den some of them play play xbox.. den some play mahjiong.. den some slp... hahaz.. i was slping... so slpy loh... den see jiye they all slp.. i see mahjiong oso duno... den oso go slp.. den me run liang n jiye slp at 1 small bed sia.. lolx.. den madeline at there play mahjiong.. lolx.. after tat... wake up le.. den jiu go put hot water in de noodle cup wif jiye... after tat go up tat time found out tat dun have chopstick.. den me huai shen n tih jern go outside go de food court get chopstick n go buy some drinks go up.. hehex... after tat have our lunch den they still playing mahjiong sia... lolx.. den i so boring... lie on de bed again.. lolx... den lata de gals came back le... heex.. but oso same boring lahz.. cas they oso play mahjiong... den de guys go play arcade again... den i lie on de bed again... den de gals all go play mahjiong n bath loh... not long lata... den guys come back from playing le... den at room do nth loh... den de guys say wan go play dota... den we gals oso follow... but go there liao.. den full le... so we go play arcade... after tat times up le.. den some go play dota... den some no space play... so jiye give us de arcade card which left bout $4+ den let us go play... jiye is not a stingy person ya... hahaz... den me n madeline challenge de car race.. den i win worx.. hehex.. so hapi... lolx... but ok lah... i everytime play wif my sis last time oso use to win.. hehex... madeline is use manual de den i use auto de.. cas i duno how to use de manual de.. hehex... but at last i win.. hehex.. after tat is some guys turn to challenge loh... den still left abit money to play de last game.. go we go play photo hunt loh... cas everybody can join in n play mah... play finish... den some of us go back chalet loh... den left jiye,tih jern, run liang n clement still at there play dota... we go back... den some watching tv.. den some go play mahjiong again=_=''' .... den after de 7pm show... de gals go white sand see movie again.. they go see 9.40pm to watch de grudge2... cas nite time see scary mah... but madeline oso dun wan go.. lolx.. so we stay at chalet oso.. den they play mahjiong... den i call jun hao teach me... hehex... cas i everytime call ppl teach me they wun teach de.. cas i will at there kepp asking why lidat huh... lolx... but jun hao v gd sia.. so got patient to teach me... hehex... after tat i oso try play... heex.. but jun hao was at my side guiding me.. even nv win... but at least i noe how to play little bit le... den jun hao go see they play game... den huai shen come guide me.. cas jus now is huai shen chase jun hao away say let me try play myself... but after tat is huai shen oso come tell me how to play again.. hehex.. but it's gd lah... cas i sometime still not v sure... hehex.. den play bout 1hr... den call jun hao come play tgt oso... den so scary... hehex... cas play wif my shi fu leh... heex... but huai shen got beside me help me... but i was de oni gal play wif 3 guys... cas madeline tired le..den dun wan play le.. so go tok wif jiye... cas he come back le... play finish... den bout 10 le... so go hm loh... den we reach de bus stop bout 10.15pm... den we at there wait fer de bus.... we wait bout till 10.40pm le... den i call my mum... den she say call me take cab go hm... den madeline say dun wan... wan wait fer bus... cas more cheap mah... den we wait loh... wait till 11pm... den i call madeline go check wat time is de last bus... den wth!!! de last bus was at 10.05pm... lolx... but luckily there was jiye, huai shen ,tih jern, geoffrey pei me n madeline wait fer bus... hehex... gentlemen worx... lolx... den at last no choice take cab loh... den madeline still siao... say dun wan take cab... say wan stay at chalet... but i reli cannot loh.. so at last she take wif me loh... reach hm luckily nv kena scold.. lolx.. hehex.. i nv regret going... cas i learn how to play mahjiong... hehex.. so next time i dun need so sian see them play den i nth to do.. lolx..kkz... gtg... bb!!! muackz!!
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the day.
9:08 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Tuesday, October 31, 2006

hihiz!!! here to post le worx... lolx... today slp till 11+ den my mum disturb me wake up liao.. sianz... den now at hm going rot again... arghh!!! haiz.. reli sianz... everyday at hm leh.. haiz... sad leh... ytd pooh told me tat he lost de drawing i draw fer him last time... haiz... tat wan i reli use my heart to draw fer him de leh.. cas he say got renovation den he go wash his wallet den duno wat happen liao.. lolx... but at least he stil got keep in his wallet? hahaz.. lolx... haiz... oso duno him... ytd wish him gd luck den he lidat tok to me.. haiz.... den he say he hate me.. den say i stupid chou ji dan... n say i so stupid... still cry fer tat person... haiz... actually i oso nv reli angry fer wat he say... cas i understand tat if u reli love a person so much... u will meet a limit tat u will hate him... even though he say i stupid... cry fer tat person.. but it show tat he still care fer me mah... i oso tink tat i'm stupid lah... i'm reli stupid... i duno y... but he say he hate me i reli feel sad... oso duno y... lolx... but mayb we are impossible le.. cas tat time i have given him de last chance le... since he dun cherish it den nvm... but i reli tink tat he is a gd fren to me... i reli like him as a fren... at least he will understand n listen to me when i'm sad... but even though he dun even listen to me when i sad now... but at least once he was listening to me.. once he was at my side... now i reli feel tat memories are to be kept.... i wanna keep all de sadness n hatred at de back n jus rmb de hapi memories i had wif them... now i recall all de memories not all of them are bad mah... not everyone is perfect... but i reli nv regret loving any 1 of them... i reli love them... lolx... mayb they don't... but i reli do... even now u ask me whether i can restart to be wif them... if i haven been wif them b4... de ans will be yes... cas i have not regret... even now u ask me whether i will still miss anyone of them..de ans will still be yes... because they have left me gd memories tat not everyone can gave me...[ ok... let's stop tis... i noe u love them.. hahahaz... lolx...]

actually now i tink back wat i have done... i reli tink i a 2 sided person... cas i have been hate them n oso love them... i have been toking to myself? lolx... hehex... stupid... but dun worries lah bro n sis... i still love u all... hahaz... i reli tink tat i am hapi wif tis blog...if i dun have tis blog.. i reli duno where i can say out everyting from de deep of my heart... tis blog contain my feeling, my sadness,my hatred, my happiness, n lots more... i wun delete tis blog.. cas tis blog oso left me gd memories... when 1 day i reli grow old... n read back all de ting i have wrote... it's reli a v v gd memories... even tat time... i read back de day i 'b' wif some one i love... i reli felt funny.. n see after tat i still have lots of fun.. it's reli like dreaming... tings passes fast.. lolx..
actually hor.. i tink tat i reli wrote alot today... wahaha' lolx... ok... let's stop here bahz... let de memories continue^^ bb~
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the day.
9:51 PM



yoz~ here to post... hehex... jus now go redx.. den jing kai trying to teach evact... den he oso duno how to teach loh... den i tell him properly... den he give me attitude... wa lao... we all pek chek... hahaz.. lolx... den we dun wan tok loh... den we bro all use our hand cover our mouth... hahaz.. den so funny loh... exspecially wj... cover till v v funny... hahaz... den after tat jingkai was saying... ' is not de matter of weight, is de matter of strenght' den seok lai at there say is gravity... hahaz.. so funny... den call jing kai carry wen wei lahz... he say not weight mah... lolx... kns... den after tat request to do foot drill continue... so wun waste time tml still go sch again... heex...after tat... we wait fer de eugene bbal training finish... den go mac find job loh... hehex... but not mac cafe... cas mac cafe can find full time de... but we oni wan do part time de... lolx... heex... heex... ok... gtg..bb~
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the day.
5:56 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Monday, October 30, 2006

yoyoz~ jus now slp till so gd.. duno hu call den wake up le... sianz.... i oni slp 8hrs today leh... sure not enough de... but cannot slp le leh.. keep tinking of ting... cannot reli go slp again le... haiz... den de 1st ting open com liao.. haha... lolx... den change de song again.. hahaz.. de song is everytime changing de.. cas when i wan hear which song den put which song loh... hahaz... gd hor..lolx..den u ppl can come here listen diff song.. hehex.. but now oni got 3 song i can change... wahz.. hapi hapi... lata can go redx sia.. 1st time go redx so hapi.. hahaz.. no lah.. actually everytime holiday go redx oso hapi de lah... last time is because go can see some ppl.. den now is go so i can see my bro n sis.. now is oso love my bro n sis.. hahaz.. no lah.. still got.. my 2 laogong n 1 laopo loh.. hahaz.. after i lose a person i love so much... but i gain lots of ppl i can love.. but de feeling is sure diff lah.. but at least i still have them... cas i tink if i reli i dun have them i will be crying almost everyday le.. haiz... cas still got cut in my heart still there.. haiz... okay... let's stop tis...
wahs.... my maid teaching me how to cook porrigh(duno how to spell) leh.. hehex.. den so ma fan.. hahaz.. cas my mum call her teach me de mah.. cas my maid going back soon le.. so next time i some time can help to cook loh.. sianz...next time i become de maid liao... confirm de... my mum everytime lidat de... everytime cal me do... den dun let my younger sis n elder sis do... den say my younger sis still small... den she pri 6 liao loh.. last time when i was pri4 oso call me do everyting... call me mop de floor, iron,wash everybody plate... haiz.. dun wanna say le...den now my maid going back le tink all oso i muz do le... haiz.. hack care lah... my sis so big liao.. let her do her ting.. she dun do loh.. i oso wun help... even my mum scold or beat me i oso wun help her... last time when i pri4 still smaller loh.. den call me do everyting.. den now she older den last time de me loh.... so dun care le.. hahaz... ok...now xiang dao lata going have redx again le.. hahaz... hapi again.. not becos go there de training.. is becos my bro n sis there.. hehex.... still keep tinking of them.. de after tat go mac cafe interview wif eugene n our bro n sis... hapi hapix.. hope we can in de same job n place.. hehex.. pray~ i wish i can get de job... lolx... i reli need sia... haiz... den ytd nite 12plus was online n toking to panda on fone... hehex... he quite funny de lah.. hehex... den tok till bout 1 pm den go slp le loh.. den he today still need go sch.. hahaz.. so early wake up... so ke lian.. hehex... but he panda liao.. oso no diff lah.. hehex... okok... gtg le... bb!!!
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the day.
6:37 PM



yoz!!! here to post le... hehe... lolx... wahz.. almost de whole day using de com sia... hahaz... 1st wanna change my blog de photo... but duno press till wat.. den spoil le.. den so see de make de pic de web.. den after tat saw can make de slideshow... so go make den put in my frenster loh... hehe.. so nice.. lolx.. but cannot put too much pic sia.. or sure i all pic oso put in de slide de.. hahaz... after den reli duno how to make my blogskin so go change loh... den change till so long.. hahaz..lols.. den change de song oso.. hehex... den put de vote tingy oso.. cas so cute... hahaz... den rmb to go vote leh.. hehex.. den make lots of ting loh... but haven find our bro de blogskin.. sry lah.. cas if like wan find de fren de so hard n ma fan loh... den if like find my one de.. jus go de everyday de blogskin den can find le.. haiz.. reli sry worx.. but hope u all like my blogskin.. hehex... btw thx fer those hu vote de tingy.... hehex.. today quite a bored day bahz.. but jus now my de fren wake up.. cas he whole nite nv slp.. so slp till 5plus.. den when he wake up den we tok on fone fer awhile loh.. hehex... after tat my mum wan use fone le.. so i put down le... sad.. but nvm lah... i msg him loh.. hahaz.. den he need to eat vegetarian ting fer a few days cas of de god big day? lolx.. den he now so hungry... hahaz.. so go temple eat le.. cas cannot find vegetarian food down stair.. lolx.. hahaz.. ok lah.. oso nth much to tok bout now le... tml going redx.. hapi hapi.. cas can see my bro n sis.. hahaz.. miss them so much...hehex... den oso going de interview fer de mac cafe... hope tis time can reli get tat job... i reli need de job sia.. or tink i have no other job my mum will let me do le.. n i at hm reli going rot till die le sia... pray~ kkz... gtg.. my mum going snatch com from me le.. hahaz.. bb!!! take carex~
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the day.
1:56 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Saturday, October 28, 2006

wa kao... reli sianz sia... reli going die soon... arghh!!! now den noe tat if reli sian den can cry sia... sianz till i reli can cry.. oso duno y sia... wa lao... den oso will tink of unhapi tings... haiz... wanna die lah... kns... den wan go out oso cannot... all fren today suay suay all not free.. haiz... den me now 1 person at hm.. so ke lian.. haiz.. den my mum ask wan go ama hse not.. den i oso dun wan.. cas my mum quarrel wif my aunt..den she say go there cannot call her.. den cannot go her room... lolx.. den lidat i rather dun go beta... sianz lah... oso duno today say tis word sian how many time liao.. haiz... kkz.. i go cook maggie mee n see liao zai de record de liao zai... hehe...

wahz... jus now spend my time watching liao zai.. hahaz.. so nice... eat til full full n see nice show.. hahaz.. de show so touching worx.. make me keep crying sia... de gal n guy can wei le love each other die fer them.. haiz.. i oso wish tat got a person tat will love me tat much.. see them love each other so much den still need to separate my heart reli crack sia... jus imagine i'm de gal n leaving some 1 hu i love n love me so much... reli sad.. haiz.. mayb u wun understand.. but i reli can feel it.. haiz.. but at last they tgt again.. wat a hapi ending.. lolx... rmb v long ago de story i had tell u.. mayb.. it will jus end there bahz.. there will be no hapi ending fer them.. but jus end there like tis...haiz... ok... let's tok bout other bahz...
ermm.. let me tink wat i wanna do lata huh? oso nth to do sia.. haiz.. going to be boring again? sianz diao... see... i nth to do den starting to say i'm sianz again... hahaz... hope tat tml can go out wif fren... since i today nv go out.. rite? hahaz... 'pray~' lolx.. ermm... today oso nth to see... got wat show today is nice de huh? sat n sun is de most sianz day... but at least sat 9pm still got xiao hai bu ben let me see leh... but today.. haiz.. nth to say... ok.. fine... since i so boring den go die suan le.. lolx... where's my love??? when can i reli meet my mr right? so envy both of my jie.. 1 wif martin so loving... another wif xuan zhen so sweet... reli hope tat they can stay hapi tgt 4ever.. since they have found their love one... muz zhen xi each other... got so long de relationship not everyone can have de... wish u all chang chang jiu jiu~ kkz... jus now jus say dun tok bout love le.. den now still continue.. lolx.. okok.. stop... mayb my mr right haven come or may not appear anymore le bahz.. haiz... okok.. see.. STOP!!! suan le.. i dun wan tok le.. hahaz.. ok.. bb!!!
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the day.
11:59 PM



hihi!!! wahz.. so sianz sia... at hm again.. wanna find ppl go out sia... anybody wanna go out wif e mah? today my mum let me go out awhile leh.. but canot too late... wanna keep de oppotunity... hahaz.. or lose it liao den duno when can go out liao.. sianz... but everybody today like not free or dun feel like going out loh.. sianz... anybody today free call me worx... hehe.. me will be hapi.. lolx... cas my sis going do wat assignment.. den my mum go fren hse.. den my dad lata go see de rob-b-hood wif my younger sis... so left me 1 person at hm leh.. sianz... haiz haiz haiz... wat to do leh.. everyday at hm.. wanna go find work as fast as possible.. or i rather now go rex training.. so i can see my bro n sis.. hehex... den can play drill n other again... but now at hm so sianz leh.. nobody to tok to oso... wait... see got ppl pei me tok mah... hahaz... oh ya... he go temple help out sia... lolx... 4get le.. hahaz... fine.. too boring le... now rmb le.. hehex.. go msg him.. cas too boring liao...den he will pei me tok de...hahaz...he is wat a nice fren to me.. hehex... will pei me tok de... unless he bz loh...lolx... ok.. at least got ppl tok to me now le.. hehe... but reply oso will slower de... but ok lah.. hehe... now tinking wat to tok oso... cannot tink leh.. but wanna continue write.. so can waste my time.. hehe...but oso duno wat to say... how leh? haiz... haiz.. sianz... ok lah... i go le... but at hm duno do wat... rotting again... lolx.. bb!!!
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the day.
10:31 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Friday, October 27, 2006

hihi!!! wahz... i now so boring sia... how huh? die le lah... lolx... rotting to death liao.. how leh? tis few days keep tinking of *... oso duno y sia.. got 1 time still dream dao sia... duno leh... sometime if reli miss too much will reli dream dao de... jus like last time... but last time use to share de dreams to each other... but now oni can tink liao den sad... mayb he already forget de past le... but sometime i will still tink back... de days where we play soccer tgt,play vampire, bring bro to see doctor, pull his shirt n cry when i lost n scare, n lots... dun feel like saying out le.. haiz... even though it may be childish but to me its hapi memories... i dun feel tat i need to 4get those hapi memories... cas memories are meant to be kept... at least i feel xin fu at tat time...even though also use to quarrel n cry tgt... but to me... now it will be jus a memories tat i have... even i wanna turn back de time... it can't be possible... but i least i stil have de memories... haiz.. oso dun wanna tink too much le... jus wish tat i can hapi everyday... dun cry too much... so useless... gonna be strong~ be a strong rebecca... nth can beat u... u muz stand everyting man... dun wan my bro n sis to sad oso... cas love them so much.. wakaka' like fall in love wif my 7bro n sis le.. hahaz.. lolx... kkz.. gtg le.. bb... muackz~
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the day.
9:22 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Thursday, October 26, 2006

hahaz... today so guai... wei le redcross nv go fer ice cream de work de interview.. hehe... guai hor... mk shld be hapi tat we wei le redcross nv go... lolx... ermm... but quite boring lah... learn 1st aid leh... den after tat keep taking lots of badge.. wahaha... but de ma fan ting is tat nest time muz spend lot of time putting de stupid badge... hahaz.. lolx...but ok lah...
haiz.. i reli duno...y do i still need to care fer him? can't i jus 4get him... jus let me rmb de past memories tat i have happily... haiz... dun wanna say le...
kkz... ermm.. tml going fer de briefing fer de survey work... hope tat de boss will employ me... lolx... pls lah... going bankrupt soon.. lolx... haiz... duno lah... now quite sad... dun feel like toking le... sry.. bb...
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the day.
5:07 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Wednesday, October 25, 2006

haiz... here to blog... today jus came back from hm den receive a msg tat say we'b'... n i tis time no hatred n we said to be frens... it's okay... even though quite sad... but i tink it de rite choice bahz.. mayb it jus dun suit loh... even though i try to give chances n hold it on... but i tink i have predicted wat going happen le... nvm... i'm fine... ermm.. kkz... jus 4get it bahz... let's tok bout others bahz...
ermm... today in sch ar... so sianz loh... wanna slp... lols... but too noisy till cannot reli go slp... hahaz... den after sch still got redx training... den we learn new stuff... den de slow march was like so difficult loh.. duno leh... feel so weird when doing.. hahaz... n today my foot started to pain again le... den still need do drills... haiz... nvm... today oso got tried to do well in de drill loh... dun have reli like anyhow do lah... gd rite.. hahaz... cas wanna do wat i've promise mk... we bro n sis shuo de dao zhuo de dao... we will try our best^^ rite bro n sis? heex... tml cpvss sch ppl going come worx.. they sure got lots of ppl coming de... den 2 of my ndc fren oso coming... not reli close... but they quite nice ppl loh=)
tml tink we gonna wear all blue fer our bro n sis... hahaz... hapi^^ nice hor.. hehex... kkz... tml perform well wif all of them worx... jia you!!! muackz... love my bro n sis foreva~
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the day.
1:46 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Tuesday, October 24, 2006

yoz!!! me here to post le.. hehex... erm... in de afternoon do nth much loh... quite boring... not reli hapi oso.. den jus come back from near northpoint there.. cas go eat dinner mah.. den quite full.. but de food not reli nice... lolx... den quite not hapi today oso...cas i reli duno lots of tings... haiz... 1 more week de result will be out le.. haiz.. reli hope tat's a gd result loh... n ytd hear one of my fren.. jus break wif her gf not long... but till now he still love her n miss her alot even though her ex gf does not miss him... i feel tat de gal is so xin fu to be love by him.. but de gal didn't reli cherish him... sad fer him... haiz... so wish tat someone would still so miss n love me.. haiz... would there be anyone? today my jie ask me whether i still like him... den i say i haven 4get him... cas so long de relationship how can say 4get den 4get de... mayb he may 4get me... but i still can't 4get him... i jus duno why... haiz... mayb i dun reli like him le... oni still haven 4get bahz... i oso not reli sure... btw... wana say tat ytd tat hip hop performance... even though i got do a v v small mistake... but i tink overall i hapi wif it lahz... everybody put in all their hard work... thx everyone hu have came fer de performance... thx u....
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the day.
5:59 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Friday, October 20, 2006

hihiz!!! me here... so boring... tink going stay at hm de whole day sia.. sianz... oso duno wat to do... haiz... den ppla oso haven call me say i'm employ... haiz... i wanna worok... so scare de ppl dun wan call me... i reli reli wanna work sia... pls god... call de manager call me.. i wan go work... pls pls pls...hari raya going reach liao leh... if got work den got double pay leh... haiz... die le lah... how leh? if till monday he haven call den mayb dun wan employ us le bahz... so scare sia... now so boring oso... how leh? ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! reli no mood to tok so much.. n oso nth much ting tat i can say now...kkz... bb!!!
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the day.
10:19 PM



hihiz!!! wahz... today reli waste alot of saliva... lolx... we tok to mk fer 2hrs+ sia... cas we nv go fer redx training... den we not hapi.. so we sit at canteen loh... den after tat mk n chris walk come... den mk kick de chair den scare us sia... lolx... den mk keep at there toking... den we oso dun wan say back... or sure kena shoot de... den we like statue lidat... nv move... hahaz... den when i see everybody nv move tat time i oso dun dare to move.. hahaz... all be statue tgt... hehez... den after tat quarreling we mk oso... sianz... den quarrel finish den quarrel again... lolx... sianz.. den my stomach keep growling... cas i afternoon oni drink 1 cup of drinks... wahz... den mk still say i will be chairman leh... i dun wan leh... will so stress de loh.. haiz... n i tink i not capable of being a chairman oso... cas i reli duno wat to do... reli stupid...cas i tat time i duno how to decide ting or do ting de...muz give me alot of example den i will noe de loh...lolx... oso duno y he put me be chairman sia... haiz... taday reli tok till going no saliva sia... hahaz.... mk so many saliva... but like nv see he drink water... lolx... actually our purpose oso not to make mk angry loh... reli... kkz... gtg le... bb!!! nitez!!!
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the day.
6:25 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Thursday, October 19, 2006

hihiz!!! back... heex... jus now go find work wif anqi n xue qun... den we found action city n mac donald... den duno wan do which 1... cas both oso not bad... action city is like wun so pai seh... den but mac donald is public holiday got double pay... so gd... hehex... hope tat de ppl will employ me... hahaz.. mayb do mac den action city loh... cas my mum like dun wan let me do two job... sianz.... but nvm lah... cas anqi n xue qun like oso dun wan do action city liao... but jus now amanda call me... den ask me wan do survey de not.. but my mum like oso dun wan let me go cas she say waste saliva... lolx... den another hapi news is tat i go 301 leh... actually tot can go 302 v gd liao... den so gd loh... lol... but i wan go 302 leh... cas de subj. is i wan de... but my 6 pplgo 301 so mayb dun change loh.... kkz... gtg le... bb!!!
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the day.
6:11 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Tuesday, October 17, 2006

hihiz!!! jus now jus came back from sch.. den cook magie mee den see tv... de ytd record de liao zai... tat show quite nice dr worx... but so late... den muz record den can see.. sianz.. today at sch so pek chek loh.. so take de radio from mdm ivy tan den she say cannot go open room fer us call ask walk round de whole sch find socket to paly de song.. den make me bring de radio up n down... den lata say dun wan dance liao... kns lahz... lolx.. den after tat lying on de 4th table wanna slp but tinking of someting sad.. haiz... den lie there close my eyes wanna slp but sad... how lehz... but at least got rest dao lahz... den oso dun feel like toking tat time.. den they there say wat i 'dao' rite? madeline n shuli? lolx... i reli duno how lahz.. duno wat to do.... haiz... i reli scare... haiz... reli reli scare... i reli dun like tat feeling... u understand? haiz.. haiz... haiz... haiz...haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz.. haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz.... haiz.. haiz... haiz...haiz... haiz.. haiz... sianz lahz...
i wanna find work sia.. hu will pei me go do i wan de work ne? n hu will employ me leh? i wan do at shopping centre inside de.. but so hard to find sia.. if got work muz intro me worx... haiz.. sianz... jus now suddenly lag sia.. oso duno y... lolx... kkz... go le lahz... bb!!!
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the day.
12:02 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Monday, October 16, 2006

yoz!!! yay!!! so hapi.... hehex... my hp ok liao... lolx.. den today morning jus send all de pic to my hp... but so lan loh.. my hp not enough space keep too many pic.. haiz... den de port oso spoil le.. den cannot put my pic... sianz... den today get back result worx.. so scary... but luckily i tink i got pass all bahz.. but de miracle is tat i pass my history worx.. hahaz... den we after sch see de 204 dance hip hop... den they dance till so nice n sexy loh... cas they v daring... den dare to shake alot.. n their move oso v sexy... den our class de is not enough energy n dun reli dare to do de movement alot... cas shy mah.. lolx... but den i see they so daring den dance till so nice i oso jealous loh.. den i now working hard to dance more daring le... cas i wish tat we dance nicer den them... but oso wish they can perform well lahz... den anqi n me so envy them sia... but too bad siew woon nv saw.. cas she go counsellor... den i tink if she got see oso will envy them de loh.. lolx.. reli nice... but we oso not bad lahz.. hahaz.. so we decided to come my hse practise today... when anqi going hm tat time den she say she tink my chem get 1st in class leh.. hehex.. so hapi.. den i xiang dao nv waste my time stay back after sch to go fer de chem remedial.. hehex... but de funny ting is tat everytime madeline get his. beta den me den i geo beta den her... but end up opposite sia... hahaz... but i next yr still will choose geo cas i everytime will pass geo but his. is tyco de.. hahaz... but heng... i got pass all... heex... den oso duno i next yr will go which class... duno lehz... suddenly feel like going 302 lehz.. actually wan 303 de but.. i tink i now wan go 302 le... lolx... den tml going stay after sch to practise oso... den muz jia you worx.. but i scare i dance wrong sia.. will ps de worx... hehex... kkz... gtg le... nth much to tok bout le.. bb!!!
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the day.
3:05 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Saturday, October 14, 2006

hey!!! back... heex.. ytd go bbq... den eat le den see xiao hai bu ben 2... hehex... so nice.. handsome guy.. hehe... den we at there go cycle den so tired.. but we see someting v cute... haha... we saw a cunnig cat slowly wan go catch de chicken.. den de chicken fly sia.. haha... 1st time madeline saw a chicken tat can fly... hahaz.. lolx.. so funny... den madeline cycle down de slope cha yi dian fall sia.. den she still can at there say she doing stunt =_= den wj,madeline n me go beach play.. den yc go gamble wif fren.. aiya.. dun care him lahz.. tired le.. den de stupid wj go take my slipper running about.. den dun return me... den burry one of my slipper in de send.. den throw 1 of my slipper in de sea.. but nv throw far far lah.. or i will kill him.. lolx... but at there nth much to do... quite sianz.. but still have a little of fun lah.. hahaz... lolx... but oso duno when can go out... haiz.. sianz lahz.. tml need go sch... haiz.. den so scare my result kns.. papa~ pray pray... pls let me pass wif flying colour.. den reach hm bout 11pm loh.. heex.. den faster go pom pom den brush teeth slp le.. so tired.. now listening ting mama de hua.. hahaz.. lolx.. den tink today nv go out bahz.. haiz.. so boring.. duno wanna do wat.. mayb read my story bk loh.. scare lata no time return to seok to read jiu jia lat.. hahaz... kkz.. gtg... bb!!! talke carex!!!
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the day.
7:59 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Friday, October 13, 2006

yoz!!! me back again... heex... yay!!! so happi... my mum allowed me go chalet wor... but cannot stay de lah.. hahaz... but i already happi enough le... hehe... but she say next time cannot go out le.. haiz... sad... but at least i today can go... hehex... ytd so happi worx... my sis need to help me make up fer her exam mah... but den make liao we go bugis wan print de foto... den so happi.. i make liao den can zi jie go out nice nice... n my hair oso nice.. hehex... hahaz... mayb u tink i zi lian.. hahaz.. but i reli like de pic tat i took.. hehe... next time show u... heex... but i reli zi lian.. hahaz... actually my younger n elder sis oso same as me de.. hahaz... all zi lian kuang... hahaz... like to take our own pic... hehex... but muz like ownself mah... heex... i borrow de bk haven read sia... den lata still need to change wif seok n madeline... how neh? hehex.. mayb lata i bring go there read bahz... but oso duno got chance to read mah... mayb at there play play till 4get.. hahaz... sianz lahz.. jus now ask sufaizah when need to sch den she say from next mon till 26.10.06 leh... haiz... still need go back fer 1o days... haiz.. kkx... gtg... bb... take carex!!!
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the day.
6:31 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Thursday, October 12, 2006

wow!!! so long nv come post le... miss me huh? lolx.. hahaz... so miss my blog n u guys too.. heex.. exam finally over le... i have run finish my race wif all my hard n sweat... de last ting was to see my result le... but den i wanna go out sia... i work so hard den can't i have fun? pls? can i? haiz... i oso duno lahz... i have no freedom... even if no.. can i be rewarded fer de hard work i did? i have been study 5 to 6 hrs a day or even more... den i jus wanted to have fun wif my fren... haiz... n i wanna work sia... i wan earn money... haiz.. i wish tat i could go out tml too... haiz haiz haiz... n i so scare my result oso... cas i study so hard den if fail i reli can go die sia... how neh? i have so many ting need to solve... i need to solve redx tings, how to find muh job, how to go out wif muh frens, n my result n class... haiz... after exam still stressing... sianz.. but den i tink i got problem oso.. hahaz... i ytd go borrow story bk to read sia... hahaz... so guai of me.. hehex... exam over le still read bk... lolx... kkz... go le lahz.. reli boring... bb!! take carex!!!
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the day.
8:23 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Friday, October 06, 2006

hihiz!!! miss everybody worx..heex... so stress sia... so many exam... make me cannot breathe... sianz... every day study study study.... haiz... if i have prepare v early den i wun be struggling now le... now muz chiong alll de way without stopping... but after de running... its time where i need to rest le... haiz... feel like dying... if i nv maintain in express... i will sure commit suicide... even if is in 304 i oso dun wan... my target is 302 or 303... reli.... haiz... so scare... haiz...
duno leh... tinking... i reli duno sometings... haiz... next time den tink... now muz work hard fer exam 1st... jia you!!! kkz... gtg le... bb!!!
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the day.
9:42 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Sunday, October 01, 2006

yoz!!! haiz... jus now so sad... duno y... like mood swing... dotz... lolx... but reli sad... den cry... like crazy... nth wrong den i can cry oso... den sad fer quite loh... den lie on de bed fer 1hr plus... den decided to get up from bed... but still not hapi... den no mood to study oso... den after... 2hrs... i now quite okie le... tis days see frenster den got bit neglect my blog le... sorry worx... when i was sad... i was tinking tat hu can make me hapi... den i msg yc n ke lun... but oso dun reli help lehz... den when toking on fone den lata wj go take de fone from yc den he was like so crazy? lolx... den slowly okie le.. cas wj like those innnocent boy hu can laugh fer nth... lolx... den he say tonight conference... den i say see 1st... den he will say my dictionary no 'see 1st'... hahaz... stupid rite... hahaz... howeva he is one of my gd sis.. hahaz... i love my 7bro n sis so much... hehez... we 4eva united de... nv be spreaded... hope tat after everybody leave yckss den go to de diff sch... we will still meet n still remain de same.. till de day we old n die.. we will still meet each other den have fun... i'm so hapi to have u guys by my side... thx... muackz.... n our 7bro n sis will nv be replaced~ heex... rite seok lai?
so scared my final yr exam... oso no mood study without seeing my 7bro n sis... wahaha... lolx... miss them... hehex... got miss me mah? lolx... tml can see them le.. hehex... i like reli fall in love wif u guys le... heex... lolx... kkz... i go bath le.. make myself fresh n den try to study k? but when i tink till study i reli duno wat to study... haiz.... sianz... kkz... go pom pom le... heex... bb!!!
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the day.
1:00 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Friday, September 29, 2006

hihiz!!! here to post again le.... i have been using com de whole morning le worx... crazy ovwer frenster now... cas so long nv go in le... hehex... den lata wj n yc going come my hse study... den if duno can ask them.. hehex... lolx.. kkz.. gtg
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the day.
10:39 PM



yoz!!! now me n madeline like crazy for de song 'never be replaced' hahaz... lolx... de song de lyrics so meaningful... so i like... hehex... den jus now suddenly press frenster den can go in sia... so hapi... heex... but de stupid ting is there put under maintanence... den i wan like =_="'
den wan wan faster ok... or lata my dad come back den go block again den i cannot edit my profile liao...now my frenster kns... so i wan change... help!!! stupid frenster... y i so suay...arghh!!!


yes!!! can le... finally can le... hapi... hehex... den keep writin testi back to those hu wrote for me... lolx... bz... hehex...kkz... go le... bb!!! take carex!!!
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the day.
12:01 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Thursday, September 21, 2006


hihiz!!! me back here to post le... today got eng exam... den de paper 1 tc got teach den i got go memorise some word 4 de speech so not v hard... but de another story tink our self de den i see not time den nv write v long.. den i jus anyhow tink den write le... den de eng words tat i say kns...lolx... i choose de question tat need to end wif "when i shall rmb him whenever i saw a brand new pair of shoes". den de story i write was like:

i meet mary at her hse... den we prepare sandwich den bring our ting den go siloso beach... den we go to sea den swim n splash water... den after playing den we go to take a bath... den after i come we pack our bag den wan go hm le... den when wan go hm tat time i wan wear back my shoes den i found out tat my shoes lost le... den mary help me find oso... den find 4 quite some time... den lata when i wan give up tat time.. den a guy walk towards me holding a pair of new brand shoes tat i've wanted to buy but too expensive so i nv buy... den he say he see me there find so long 4 my shoe den go buy new de 4 me... den i thx him loh... den i ask him 4 no. so tat i can return de money asap... but he say no need return money... but he got give me his no. den say if i need help can call him... den he smile to me.. den i face red.. den i say he is de 1st guy hu is so gentlemen n helpful.. n oso de 1st guy hu brought a new pair of shoes... i shall rmb him whenever i saw a brand new pair of shoes...

hehez... de story nice mah? so not nice hor.. even if is nice i write tat time i eng oso like shit.. lolx... den next we haven paper 2... so hard loh... i almost all duno... den i all like anyhow write lidat... wa!!! i reli scare i fail sia... how? help me... haiz... den lata going meet madeline,wen jie n yichao go lot1 shop... cas madeline after tat wan go her ah yi hse... kkz... gtg le... bb!!! jia you!!! muackz...
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the day.
10:41 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Monday, September 18, 2006

yoz!!! like so long nv post le... cas exam coming le... so scare sia... how leh? but when exam finish den it will be a hapi hapi day le... hehex... hope i pass wif flying colours sia... i hope tat if can i wan get gd result den mayb wan go 302... but if i reli lan den no chose den go 303 loh... actually i wan go 303 more de... but tink till v hard to decide whether to choose art or dnt den headache le... so if i take A math den oso same as math mah... den like will got lesser subj. loh... so reli muz jia you.. i reli wish to get gd result... i pray hard... pls let me get gd result... pls~
but sometime when wan study will feel like slping sia... den v jia lat... sianz... i hope tat exam can come lata...cas i like haven prepared well lidat... arghh... i reli stress sia... cas if i dun pass n get gd result i can go commit suicide liao... den i will reli find tat i'm reli useless.. haiz... STRESS!!!!
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the day.
2:30 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Wednesday, September 13, 2006


hihiz!!! sianz... today all lesson so boring sia... den at sch msging xiao ji n yi chao... hahaz... or i will be slping le... hehex... den friday going library bahz... hope can reli study n dun tok... hahaz... lolx... actually he ask me wan go plaza singapura de mah... but dun wan lahz... so extra... hehex... i oso duno his fren... i rather stay in library study bahz... sori worx... oh ya... i promise to say wat happen during de camp... hahaz... we at there most of de time is play loh... quite fun de lahz... as i noe lots of nice fren there... hahaz... den during de camp fire nite our grp perform two sing n 1 dance... 1st song is lao shu ai da mi n de 2nd song is tong hua... after tat we do chicken dance... hahaz... so lame but fun... heex.. but i now i 4 get de chicken dance tune le... so gd to play... if i rmb next time forfeit call them do... hahaz.. so funny.... de tat nite he call me n chat... hehex...hapi... den dun have reli slp well... cas i scare jacqueline haven slp den i ps her... so i keep wake up see she slp le mahz... de next day oso quite fun de lahz... heex... after tat quite miss them when going tat time... but reli gd loh... den de day when i reach hm i go slp... hahaz... den i from 5.45pm slp till 9.45.. den i 10.45 go slp again till de next day 9am... hehex... slp till like pig... hahaz... so shuang... i slept 15hr+ worx... den sunday my elder sis was at hm... den at 1st say wan go sentosa de... but raining... so we when to cineleisure to watch movie... we watch de show ' the devil wears prada' actually wan see de little man de loh... but NC16... den cannot... sianz... den frost bite oso NC16... so watch tat show loh... ermm... not bad lah... i wan grow up quickly lahz... so slow... i wish i was at poly now... hahaz... dreaming~
den i wish i get v gd result den can go i wan de poly... den i wish me n my fren all can go to de same poly... hehex... by tat time i will be more hapi bahz... but if i reli poly le mayb i will dream to go university... den i wan go like other country study... den wish him n my fren all go together... den we can buy a hse there n share stay together... hehe... den study together... eat together... n play together... but de most impt ting is i muz study gd... so can go study wat i wan n mayb tis dream will come true bahz... jia you!!!
den moday we when to library to study... but saw wen jie so we keep following him hope he not angry den till nv study loh... tink i friday reli wan study le... cannot go there play le... reli muz go there study le... reli... pls... k?
sianz lah... tml they going play water bomb but i oso wan play loh... but i come tat 1 so cannot play... sianz lahz... i wan play!!!
kkz... i go le... tok too much le... hehex... bb!!! love u~
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the day.
12:58 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Tuesday, September 12, 2006

yoz!!! so long nv come post le... hahaz... cas bit bz worx... next time got time den tell u every every ting k? heex... promise... but mjuz remind me worx... hahaz... kkz... go le... bb!!! take carex!!! muackz!!! <3
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the day.
5:41 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Thursday, September 07, 2006

hihiz!!! jus now was toking to yi chao... den tok till his boss come le den jus nice... my mum oso come back le... hahaz... den tml going camp le... going miss everybody!!! den jus now my dad call... say lata wan me go run... wa!!! i dun wan.... tml camp le... den lata muscle ache jia lat... sianz... 1 day camp gd because no need bring so much tin mah... hahaz... but lazy sia... lata at there cannot slp... hehe... kkz... bz now... hahaz... go le... bb!!!
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the day.
2:30 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Tuesday, September 05, 2006

(madeline jie hui!!! get ur pic from here... k? cas i cannot send... sori~)
wa!!! ytd so jia lat... my dad call me use chopstick pick up lots of marbles... den i pick till hand so pain sia... cas if nv pick den he will deduct $5 from my allowance... den if pick up all den he plus another $5... so i pick 4 bout 1hr sia... lolx... den actually from 7pm wanna eat my dinner de... but after tat 8pm den eat... cas pick so long... sianz... ehz... btw i help xiao ji make a blog... go see... hehex... den help him tag too... but cannot find any nicer de... cas i duno wat he reli like oni noe he like chicken little... hahaz.... next time call him go find he like de den help him change de skin... but i like de mouse sia... got time n date de... so nice... hehex... cas blog gd mahz... can let him say waat he wan inside... help him destress... cas i oso find it gd loh... can say wat i wanna say... hehex.. like now loh... i can keep toking nonsense all i like... hahaz... rite seok lai? hahaz... btw seok lai!!! u haven tell me where to find song sia... i wan put... miss my bro n sis so much... so long nv see them le... tml can see 1 bro n 1 sis... hehex... but i like to see altogether... beta.. heex... seok!!! tell me how u study!!! give me power... hahaz... =_='''
i wish i can be v v clever worx... but i so lazy... how to be clever??? aiyo... useless ting... i slap u ar... lolx... i tink i gonna be crazy le... rite? kkz...dun let crazy ppl tok too much... hahaz... kkz... bb!!! take carex everybody!!!
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the day.
6:11 PM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Monday, September 04, 2006

hihiz!!! sianz... jus now my sis stead come make de new msn den duno y cannot sign in liao... argh!!! den muz wait 4 my dad come hm den can make...lolx... cas i oso duno how to make... hahaz... den i jus come hm from sch... cas go sch pass xiao ji some notes.. cas he wan study... he so guai loh.. duno when den i will wake up n start studying sia... wake up gal~ den after tat go sch give consent form to mk... den he say thursday need go sch again sia... need go take de pack list... u see huh... lata when i tell madeline,she will start to nag n say waste money go sch again... hahaz... lolx... den so late den give de pack list loh... sianz.. den after take de pack list need faster go hm pack bag liao... so ma fan... tat's y i dun wan go at 1st... haiz... so boring... now cannot sign in my msn... den oso duno when wan study... feel like carry on my korean show...hahaz.. but my younger sis haven come hm... den lata say i nv wait 4 her again... den if say wan study... oso sianz... haiz... someone wanna pei me study mah? i reli scare final yr sia... if nv go express sure kena beat de... but i wan go 302 or 303 next yr lehz... but i still dun wan study... i reli duno wat i wan sia... stupid gal!!! haiz... kkz... go le go le... lolx... bb!!!
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the day.
9:28 PM



(tis is wat my ama call me not to wear... lolx...)
yoz!!! today go sch get consent form from mk... den after tat go sun plza cas wen jie say he wan do ez-link card... but den his passport size photo not wearing sch uni... so cannot... =_="' den we went to sun plaza shop... den we when into de arcade play... hahaz... after tat go sambawang shoppiong centre shop again... den go there play arcade again... den go eat foodcourt n eat desert... so nice... heex... den we take shutter bus go northpoint again... go meet my jingni lao gong... she like at there fer half an hr to wai fer us lehz... but de mrs bai cai nv come... make mr baicai lonely... he like quite quiet de loh... hahaz... no laopo accompany her... lolx... go hm sure cry de... hahaz... but after tat we all wan go hm eat dinner le... but mr baicai still dun wan cas he wan go eat dinner wif another fren... den keep calling us not to back... but we all cannot loh... den he walk away like not reli hapi... den i oso feel uncomfortable... cas he walk away... haiz... but hope a few days lata he will not so angry bahz... kkz.. gtg le... bb!! love bro n sis!!!
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the day.
4:55 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Sunday, September 03, 2006

jus come back not long from bbq... haiz... i reli dun understand sia... i'm now here willing to wait fer u n trying to understand u even though i've suffered but u can't even wait fer me n undrstand me... i tink i'm de stupid 1... i shld not have believe u in de 1st place... i gave my last trust to u... but u break it again... u hurtz me again... y can't i not be hurt again? when i willing to suffer 4 u... u told me to reutrn to wat we r last time... but do u noe i've suffered n now it's wasted by jus a word from u... i duno y i believe u again... u jus have de power to make me believe in u again... but now my heart is dead... ur power will not be able to move me anymore... n my trust to u are all gone... i'm reli afraid of u n also afraid of being in love...
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the day.
6:26 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Saturday, September 02, 2006

(my hm econ test.. nice~
hihiz!!! me now at hm... jus came hm from my ama hse... heex... lata going jiye bbq... but they all already go there le... but i dun feel like so early go sia... now oso waiting 4 my hp to charge... cas no batt. le... ytd is my ah gu son birthday den we bought him a billabong bottle n wallet... but oso duno he noe de brand mah... hahaz... cas he p5 oni... after de celebration my ah gu bring my sis,her bf n me to pub... but my younger sis cannot go... lolx... i go there see my ah gu play pool... den he so gd at it loh... like keep winning... den nobody beat him sia... hahaz... den my sis was singing.. den me n her stead take turn to sing wif her... cas we v lan... hahaz... den got 1 turn is my sis bf vs my ah gu... den dun have till 5 mins den my ah gu win liao... next time go learn freom my ah gu... heex... but den i at there keep smelling de smoke... den when i reach hm my shirt still got de smell of de smoke sia.. n i at there oso drink 1 mouth of beer... cas cannot let de ppl see i drink.. hahaz... but ok lah... i like still dare to drink de loh... next time go practise... hahaz... so next time wun get cheated by guys... lolx... jkjk... den when day b4 i when shopping wif my sis... den i bought a t-shirt,shorts n necklace...... hehe.... hapi... but when i go my ama hse tat time i'm wearing tat type long tube n a jeans den my ama nag me... she say' wa! u go out wear till lidat... lata ppl catch u ar...' she oso say i oni can go out wif my parent den wear lidat...lolx.. den i say okok... hahaz... there all now at de bbq pit toking sia... cas i jus call madeline... kkz.. gtg le... bb!!!
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Thursday, August 31, 2006


hihiz!!! today actually wan go back primary sch see my tc de... but my stupid sch so late release den my fren say primary sch 1pm close le... so t last nv go loh... den go shop wif ervin,ellen,andy and zi peng... after tat amanda n grace come meet us den shop again... den we oso take neoprint... actually i oso dun reli noe andy n zi peng de loh... i noe andy hu cas last time he like ellen b4... but de zi peng oso dun hu... oni noe is same primary sch n is andy fren... den ervin so ke lian loh... he n andy n zipeng oso not v close... den like kena ps lidat... den i was like keep finding topic to tok to ervin... cas i have 2 boy sistaz den see him kena ps like v ke lian loh... lolx... but i jus now say de 2boy sistaz not andy n zipeng leh.. is mr durian n mr baicai... heex... today go shopping oso not hapi as go out wif my bro n sis... n now got lots of ting wan tell him but lazy to msg... wan wait till he call me den say loh... actually heart got bit pain but dun wanna tell him lahz... suan le loh... den now he ask me wan me call him mah... i wan... but duno he wan anot nia... haiz... tml duno wanna go where... den sat oso duno my mum let me go bbq mah... hope tat i can go loh... haiz... if cannot go i sure sad de... sianz... kkz... i go le... bb!!!
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5:09 AM



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Tuesday, August 29, 2006


haiz.. today is reli a suay n bad n angry day 4 me... my math i got 35/40... actually i shld be hapi de loh... but de ting is tat i v angry... cas de another 5 marks is all careless... or else i get full marks de loh... kns lahz... n not i dun understand or duno loh... is jus all careless... so angry!!! n another ting is tat when i was in de bus, i found out tat my $10 lost... i going broke liao den still duno got money buy present 4 tc's day mah... den now go lost $10... in my whole life... tis is de 1st time i ever lost money... reli angry... i reli bu fu qi!!! reli... haiz... den tml got aces day den de yellow piggy say not going... sad =(
but tml going meet my bro go j8 bahz... wana buy present... but now reli broke le... faster use magic make money come out... lolx... btw i 4got say today i oso got go science centre... got 1 hr 4 us to go walk walk see see... quite nice de lahz... but when go see de person teach chemistry ting... den wanna slp... cas he teach so slow... sianz.. but oso cannot slp... ppl clever ppl sia... if i slp mean nv give him face le... den he so old le... give him some face beta... imagine i infront teaching i oso wan de ppl to listen... but i mean oni 4 him oni.. cas he is tat type like professor lidat de... if is my class or sch de tc i oso hack care... =p lolx... kkz... go le lahz... bb!!!
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5:37 AM



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Monday, August 28, 2006


hihiz!!! jus now already reach hm le... but watching de show anqi they all give me de... quite nice loh... funny.. hahaz.. but haven see till touching de... now waiting fer yellow pig to msg... but nvm lah... he tis yr o'lvl den dun wanna disturb loh... let him concentrate well ba... even i not tat type tat reli can understand ppl de... but i will still try to understand loh... heex... now dun feel like having tat enemy le... haiz... kkz... so sianz... kkz... gtg le... bb!!! take carex!!!
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3:55 AM



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Saturday, August 26, 2006


hihiz!!! ytd actually post le... but post till half den nv post le... cas chatting mahz... so hapi sia... our bro n sis grp all united... not like others... lolx... we love each other... ytd morning we went to eat breakfast together... den we go sch cas got 1st aid competition... den we archer ppl walk here walk there... leg so tired sia... after first aid com. so surprize tat our sch win silver sia... ridiculars lohz... can't believe it... den when call our sch name tat time i was clapping oni 4 mrs bai cai nia... hu wanna clap 4 others sia... after tat we went to j8 eat dinner.. den jing ni our new bro go buy a cake 4 madeline... but no candle n not reli look like birthday cake.. but it's gd enough lahz... heex... den we so hapi loh... we at there feed each other... hahaz... tis is wat we bro n sis are.... heex... den after eating we went to take neoprint... den so funny loh.. 1 of them is i nv prepare den take de... den de face was like so pek chek loh... hahaz.. so funny.... lolx... next time show u all... we reli have lotz of fun loh... hahaz... reli.... kkz... gtg... bb!!! take carex!!!
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9:21 PM



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Thursday, August 24, 2006


(my present from my dearest frenz... ^^)
hihiz!!! jus came back den faster go bath le... cas lazy pei my dad go run... cas so tired... at redcross play captain ball... ermm... today in sch... quite sianz lohz... going slp lidat... lolx...den today mrs bai cai leg cramp... so ke lian... hahaz... my heart pain.... lolx... hehex... oh ya... i 4get say our class ok le... everybody united le... hehez... hapi bahz...
yay!!! tml go soul garden eat... actually i oso nv go soul garden b4... hahaz... =x
but tml will go le lohz... hope will be hapi bahz... heex ^^ ...den de day after tml will be first aid competition... even though i use to have fate in our unit... but tis time not... haiz... when did we reli win something back??? i mean compared to other sch unit... if say our compared to our sch mayb will win... but outside? its sux... den i will be there be archers bahz... bo liao sia... sianz... den we all morning mayb going go eat breakfast together bahz... den tat day oso madeline birthday... wish her early hapi birthday!!! kkz... go le... bb!!! tc!!!
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3:17 AM



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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

(siew woon birthday take de... heex...)
hihiz!!! ermm... ytd nv come post cas no time... we went to see de old folk den sing lots of song n cheer... den go play bball at jiye hse... till v late...lolx... today so funny sia... at recess tat time someone de xiao ji di di ask jocelyn hu is rebecca infront of me.. hahaz... lolx... so cute... =_= ... den after sch jiu come hm le... cas got lots of ting nv do... but oso dun feel like doing loh... now feel like playing game... hahaz... cas tis days my mum oso v cute... she started to play auditionsea... last time oni my dad will play game den now my mum oso follow... hahaz... woahz!!! madeline birthday reaching le worx... she so hapi... everyday oso like got say.. lolx... now starting to sianz liao... haiz... de yellow piggy still haven reply me.. cas wanna ask him tings... kkz.. go le... bb!!!
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the day.
11:49 PM



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Monday, August 21, 2006


yoz!!! today so sianz lah... nth fun... a sianz n sad day... haiz... boring =(
haiz... den jiye n ttj quarrel... haiz... all my fault lahz... cas i at 1st tell ttj meet at 1pm... den after tat i msg jh say meet at 1.30pm... den after tat make jiye,clement,yeong kang wait 4 half hr... haiz...den de jiye not hapi... take till orchard den walk off le.. y can't he jus wait 4 some gals? even i noe it's my fault but he oso should be a gentlemen n wait mahz... den sw birthday oso should show some face 4 her mahz... den jiye was like tink tat going watch ghost movie... but i told ttj say watch click le.. cas ghost de nc16 mahz.. den i ask ttj got tell jiye not... den he say yes... haiz... all is jus a misunderstanding loh... den when yeong kang n clement left 4 npcc den ttj so ke lian... sit outside classroom himself.. so me n mrs durian go pei him... cas tc haven come open de door.. den today our class got world war 3... haiz... i reli hope our class can be peaceful... but de ting is tat jiye nv come would be more quiet hahaz... lolx... jkjk =p
den we also take neoprint together... nice~ heex... even though ytd might be quite hapi... but today suckz... x(
wa!!! tml need to cook worx... got test 4 hm econ... hope can cook till nice nice bahz.. hehez... so de tc will gib me more marks... lolx.. den jus now jus tried how to cook loh... quite easy... but scare tml cork up....heex... pa~pa~ muz make till nice nice worx... jia you rebecca!!! lolx...
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12:35 AM



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Saturday, August 19, 2006


hihiz!!! ehz!!! so hapi today... i get a necklace ytd.. so nice... today get a wallet n doggy n vcd... hapi worx!!! lolx... cas today go flag day den call ppl donate money... like beggar...lolx... den after tat at kfc saw anqi they all... den they gave me de present... so big... hahaz... after eating we when mr and mrs durian,mr and mrs baicai,philip n me go playground play... hahaz... like i de oni 1 hu is extra... cas philip like my son... hahaz... lolx... so fun... after tat we when to jiye hse play bball... but mrs baicai nv come... but quite fun lohz... hehex... after playing...we go hm... den anqi they all come my hse... den now they was like at my hse lohz... hapi!!! today we r going to sqeeze n de bed together... wif 4 ppl... lolx... den jus now conference wif jiye,tih jern n yeong kang... i oso like extra... hahaz.. oni gal... lolx... but nvm... we r fren... in my opinion i tink nvm de lohz... cas is like bro n gd fren lidat... like me n mr baicai n durian is like bro lidat... i treat them like gd bro loh... cas they oso treat me like bro... lolx... hope we r like 1 for all, all 4 one... n all v ON de... heex... =D... tml still haven decide wanna go where... hate de stupid madeline!!! ps sia... my birthday den dun wanna come... so angry... hmph!!! ni gen wo ji zu!!! grr!!! lolx... kkz... gtg le... bb!!! hapi birthday to myself!!!
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6:23 AM



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Friday, August 18, 2006




yoz!!! today wei jing n amanda birthday worx... wish them hapi birthday!!! heex... den today morning... pooh meet me den give me de present... hapi=) actually even he inside jus write words i'm already hapi enough le... but reli thx him lotz... (if u saw i reli wanna thx u lotz... i like it alot too... xD... xie xie ni!!!!)
btw... de uncle drink shop de quite gd... help us keep de cake... but he nv put in de refrigirater*duno how to spell... ermm... hope tat she will hapi loh... today so suay loh... xue qun,wei fen wei ling share money buy 4 wei jing bball den mr rumi say wan ppl give de ball if got bring to sch... suay till duno like wat sia... hahaz... but in the end she nv give mr rumi... cas lucky got box... den wun kena see... hahaz.... lolx...
today oso jia lat... de project i do till half den nv send to jiye n save again... den we go sch den do... den kena scold loh... but lucky i got call my sis den she help me open come n read wat i write 4 me... cas i 4get le... hahaz... but at last got let him see de project loh... thx god...
after robotic we when to watch 203 &202 de netball match... hapi!!! our class win worx... hahaz... lolx... den next.. we when to jiye hse to play bball.. ok lah... quite fun lohz...
wa!!! 4got say when i going hm tat time n mrs durian say bb to me le... den i saw yun cheng... hahaz... so hapi!!! cas so long nv saw him le... hahaz... duno y everytime nv see my primary sch gd fren den when see them will v v hapi!!! x]... ermm... we bout 1yr+ mv see each other le... den when he walk tat time i call his name... den he turn back... den i ask him rmb i hu not... den he rmb sia... hahaz... hapi=) den i call him walk come cas i wan see him... cas a distance away... den he so guai... hahaz... i saw him le... den he say i change le... but duno change ugly or pretty... =x... hahaz... but i told him he oso change le... but it's true loh... he change more handsome le... so i tell him... hahaz... reli lohz... lolx... den i tell him today amanda birthday... den i say tml my birthday... den he say'so...' den i say nv wish me... den he wish me lohz... hahaz.. so fuuny... xD
den jus now so late reach hm den lazy to walk to amanda hse pass her her present... so i call her come my hse take... hahaz... ermm... hope she like it bahz... she at first tot i 4got her birthday sia... but she's wrong... she my best fren worx... my best best fren... heex... i oso told her i saw yun cheng... hahaz...
sianz lahz... tml go flag day... bo liao sia... waste my birthday... hmph.... angry!!! if can dun go jiu hao... actually oso dun feel like going loh... if siew woon sat got time den i already go celebrate on tat day le.. but siew woon oso not free... so i go flag day lohz... hope they dun bully me tml... hahaz... jkjk... lolx... kkz... go le!!! *hope to see all my primary sch fren n return back to primary sch n jus study at primary sch 4 at least 1 day... so we can feel n get back our sweetz memories... love them lotz!!! muackiez!!! <3




Hapii Birthday to Amanda and Wei jing!!!
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5:23 AM



If you could give me your heart, <3
Wednesday, August 16, 2006


hihiz!!! today... nth reli fun... at chemistry lesson anqi told me she going buy present... den she say wanna buy de precious thots de doggy 4 me oso... hehe... so hapi worx... =) ... actually wanna call my younger sis buy me de doggy de... but anqi they say wanna buy 4 me... hehex... but madeline beta... got v v big ting... hahaz... cannot say... shh~ lata she noe.... =x ... still duno wanna go where to celebrate me n siew woon birthday leh... how leh? madeline birthday we going soul garden eat... actually i didn't reli go there eat b4... hahaz... madeline de tink liao den ours 1 leh? help me tink lehz... anybody? plz... den today after sch we stay in sch do robotics... den we didn't booked wif de auntie first... den kenna scold by de auntie... hahaz... lolx... after robotics le den we go red cross... cas madeline got first aid training... den i pei her loh... den sun bian help coorect their mistake... hope they rmb during de first aid com. loh... cas is reli important de... actually i dun reli like teach ppl... cas i will quite strict den i scare lata they hate me... but if i learn liao dun correct them den wat's de point i go 4 de course? den i will angry myself oso.... haiz... dun wanna say it le...
den when going out of sch tat time saw a fren... den i tell madeline he so thin... den madeline say he so tall... den i say yalo... den i tell madeline his height... den madeline so funny.. say if in deep pool still can see his head... lolx... den i was like tinking... 'yahor... so gd... den wun drown le'... lolx... ermm...( if tat fren noe i toking bout u... sry worx... jus jkjk nia... but reli gd not to be drown... lolx...) yay!!! yay!!! 3 more days to my birthday le... hahaz... hapi... :))
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